bennybum

Interview went well, I think, can never really tell with these things. Haircut went toooooooooo short, seriously - I'm nearly bald grrrrr! Shopping was a successfully spree, splashed out on a new lens and an awesome lighting kit - my first flash lighting, can't wait to use them at a shoot.

I photographed my sisters baby yesterday, she wasn't having any of it, bless, damn...
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Haircut and shopping tomorrow.
Job interview on Thursday.
A weekend of work.

People rub me up the wrong way. We all do dumb things and have our moments of forgetfulness in which we sometimes lose our brain, I can appreciate that, but inciting comments and asking questions then bitching and whining because you didn't like the response is perhaps the dumbest thing I've come across.

Perhaps the request for comment and input only came so they would...
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So, i shot my video. Pretty pleased with the scenes that i got and had a blast shooting, awesome location and super professional model.

A video teaser is up on my site in my video section.

I loved shooting video so much, I'm already booking my next.

I'm shooting my first video tomorrow, because HD porn rocks

I'm drowning in debt and my wages, as with every other Brits, are not rising to meet inflation and Gordon Brown's reaction is simply to tell us to save or cash and spend other than what we need - to cover for his mistakes and save him from further embarrassment.

Everything handed to them. On a plate, literally, and not in the least bit thankful!

Aiming too high or too low, either way i'm not getting anywhere. I'm stuck. Went for an interview yesterday, an interview i got through an agency - the agency invited me to their offices first to go over interview technique and preparation. Gawd! What a complete pain the ass, not...
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How awesome would SuicideGirls be with downloadable ZIPS with sets?!

I find myself mildly depressed, again. I always seem to be struggling in everything i do and even in things i don't do, i can't escape my flaws and i become sad and pessimisstic at the realisation that i'll be stuck here fore the rest of my days - a realisation and state of mind that only serves to perpetuate and compound such an existance....
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How awesome would that be.


I work part time in a UK equivalent, how would you react to that, don't know how i would.

Optimism weighs in against pessimism as i await news on a recent job application which will actually see me earning a salary as opposed to a pissy hourly wage that barely meets the minimum. Slightly prestigious too, being a job with...
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