bennybum

I quite like this video:

Awhile back I tried my hand at Glamour Photography, producing some decidedly bad images. However after receiving critique from friends, family, professionals and by posting them on deviantArt.com, so for 2007 I felt it would be appropriate for me to give it another. My first ever shoot gave me the confidence to do it again and now at least I know my skill level and...
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It's a tragedy really, the dawn of a New Year is upon us and the only real significant thing that's different from the beginning of 2006 is I'm a year older. 2007 will soon be hoisted upon us as that ever-ticking clock continues to tick along. I have a lot of plans for 2007 but i fear that they'll fade away into the fabric of...
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This one came from looking
This one opened twice
These two seem as smooth as silk, flush against my eyes
This one needed stitches and
This one came from rings
This one isn't even there, but I feel it more because you don't care

Yeah, Cut right into me.
Yeah, because I am Made Of Scars.
Yes I am made of scars.

Perhaps it's the...
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So, I'm 20 today.

This is it, the birthday where finally i have to admit i'm an adult, at least by age, no longer will i be able to hide behind the words 'i'm a teen' forever doomed to a life of responsibility and caution.

I say fuck it, let's go out and get fucked!

I really want a Tattoo

I was confronted by Nicola whom after reading first-hand these blogs that line my space. She believes it was wrong and quite reasonably upset about it, she believes I made it sound as if we were boyfriend and girlfriend and she cheated on me in the most vicious way. I can understand how it could be interpreted in that way, but not once did I...
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It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor
They found him face down on his bedroom floor

There'l be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone......
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So, I have a camera, I thought it would be enough to bring my dream in to reality, guess I was wrong - faced now with even more questions, dilemmas and even greater conflicts all of which are the constraints of a low budget production. There is absolutely no chance, anytime soon of raising the budget and I can count on virtually zero support from...
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I want love, but it's impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart

I've been watching way too much Dawson's Creek lately, after seeing a sale on Play.com I...
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