The girl, continued:
We spoke, we went out twice had great times both nights, conversation could've been livelier. I just couldn't seem to let myself go and be myself, myself - who is that, even i don't know. I think my insecurities in part suffocated whatever was there before it had chance to be seen and explored. She was hot and that intimdated me, to the point that my thoughts became self-inflicted wounds of the metaphorical kind. I'm not too devastated, i mean i am that something that could've been so good and healthy has fizzled out, then on the other hand given my past in relationships or rather one relationship in paticular, i'm not hurt by it and seem to be taking it as 'one of those things.'
I started to design my web site this past week in between playing Gears of War, i think it rocks so far, i've also started work on a web site design for a fetish club here in Manchester. They want a high end hookup with support for live web cam events and an eventual members section for which they will charge. Screenshots to come soon.
I went to roller disco on Thursday, the only one outside of London, apparently, based here in Manchester. In a word, awesome, no leg warmers present - that i saw and i think i may have been on my ass more than i was on my skates, that's what happens with a combination such as Alcohol and roller skates... Drinks were a rip off though untill they did a 'wheel of fortune thing' with differant drinks promotions around the wheel (including full price
) which last for 30 minutes each and then the wheel is spun again. Twice it landed on 80p vodka shot, i ask is that wise on skates?!
Bruises on my:
We spoke, we went out twice had great times both nights, conversation could've been livelier. I just couldn't seem to let myself go and be myself, myself - who is that, even i don't know. I think my insecurities in part suffocated whatever was there before it had chance to be seen and explored. She was hot and that intimdated me, to the point that my thoughts became self-inflicted wounds of the metaphorical kind. I'm not too devastated, i mean i am that something that could've been so good and healthy has fizzled out, then on the other hand given my past in relationships or rather one relationship in paticular, i'm not hurt by it and seem to be taking it as 'one of those things.'
I started to design my web site this past week in between playing Gears of War, i think it rocks so far, i've also started work on a web site design for a fetish club here in Manchester. They want a high end hookup with support for live web cam events and an eventual members section for which they will charge. Screenshots to come soon.
I went to roller disco on Thursday, the only one outside of London, apparently, based here in Manchester. In a word, awesome, no leg warmers present - that i saw and i think i may have been on my ass more than i was on my skates, that's what happens with a combination such as Alcohol and roller skates... Drinks were a rip off though untill they did a 'wheel of fortune thing' with differant drinks promotions around the wheel (including full price
) which last for 30 minutes each and then the wheel is spun again. Twice it landed on 80p vodka shot, i ask is that wise on skates?! Bruises on my:
And in other news, there's a right cunt at my work that makes the job ten times harder having to deal with her shit every time i'm in, she basically does my job during the week wheras i cover the department on a weekend. Wonder if she knows i got a bottle of wine for appreciation of a job well done due to some things i've set up to improve service... The war has begun, i'll leave it at that.
I've spent way too much money this month but reckon i'll spend even more next month.
I've still yet to arrange another photo shoot with a model to coincide with the launch of my web site at the end of March. Something i have to find the time to do.
Later
