bennybum

Someday, I'll have my empire.

Since my last post I have had a couple of messages offering to help and wishing me luck in the future, whilst I appreciate the kind words I was not posting for contributions or donations either in way of cash or pledges of voluntary work, my deepest thanks go out to those who responded in this manner but i must...
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Gazing into the eyes of Jesse Jane make anything seem possible.

Monday the 1st will see me producing more video and an ocean of new, and hopefully, improved stills. I have arranged two separate shoots, one welcomes back Natalia and the other sees me work with an established glamour model, Cate Harrington.

As I analyse the resources I have available it becomes clear that...
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Am I still in love, or am i simply using the ordeal in an attempt to justify never letting my defences down and as the reason why I am allowing myself to drift further away from what is me and what I've worked hard to create. My being, soul and mind have slowly unravelled over the last year or so, and now, at my final...
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The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration. At his computer he types his legacy, hoping one day someone will read it. The printer prints. He binds the pages of...
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Yesterday, on my return from work, as I drove up my street a group of kids playing in the road with a ball, a ball in a sorry state of inflation, they were happy, they were shouting, they were playful. One of the kids was older than the rest, so much older in fact that he really wasn't a kid at all. He was an...
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I got my job, phone call yesterday teling me i had be successful. Can not tell you how happy i was and am!, i can leave B&Q and the shabby management behind, though i will miss my friends and will have to start again at my new job.

Yay! I'm now part of the office grind

Interview went well, I think, can never really tell with these things. Haircut went toooooooooo short, seriously - I'm nearly bald grrrrr! Shopping was a successfully spree, splashed out on a new lens and an awesome lighting kit - my first flash lighting, can't wait to use them at a shoot.

I photographed my sisters baby yesterday, she wasn't having any of it, bless, damn...
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Haircut and shopping tomorrow.
Job interview on Thursday.
A weekend of work.

People rub me up the wrong way. We all do dumb things and have our moments of forgetfulness in which we sometimes lose our brain, I can appreciate that, but inciting comments and asking questions then bitching and whining because you didn't like the response is perhaps the dumbest thing I've come across.

Perhaps the request for comment and input only came so they would...
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So, i shot my video. Pretty pleased with the scenes that i got and had a blast shooting, awesome location and super professional model.

A video teaser is up on my site in my video section.

I loved shooting video so much, I'm already booking my next.