bennybum

I really want a Tattoo

I was confronted by Nicola whom after reading first-hand these blogs that line my space. She believes it was wrong and quite reasonably upset about it, she believes I made it sound as if we were boyfriend and girlfriend and she cheated on me in the most vicious way. I can understand how it could be interpreted in that way, but not once did I...
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It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor
They found him face down on his bedroom floor

There'l be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone......
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So, I have a camera, I thought it would be enough to bring my dream in to reality, guess I was wrong - faced now with even more questions, dilemmas and even greater conflicts all of which are the constraints of a low budget production. There is absolutely no chance, anytime soon of raising the budget and I can count on virtually zero support from...
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I want love, but it's impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart

I've been watching way too much Dawson's Creek lately, after seeing a sale on Play.com I...
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Last night, after calming down and trying to shove the text out of my head i ventured downstairs to watch some sky and grab a bite to eat. An hour had passed when my mum decided to drop Nicola's second bombshell, 'Nicola called last night, you were a sleep, she called after dad had gone to bed' she explained, i questioned why i wasn't woken...
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eeeee!

My new camera arrived the day before yesterday, early in the morning too, so I could play with it all day. I've not stopped, snapping everyone and everything who got in the path of it. It's an ace camera and although being the same megapixel as my previous camera it provides far superior image quality. I snapped my notice board from the otherside of...
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Several things i need to include in my long, overdue second entry of my SG blog:

Yay! to SG, finally the incentive i needed for so long to make the switch from Internet Explorer to Firefox. Internet Explorer made surfing SG a nightmare, FireFox presents it as it should be and loads everything correctly first time round as opposed to five or six refreshes in...
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I'm loving SuicideGirls at the moment, dreading the day when it no longer appeals to me. Such a great community and such fabulous girls, girls that are never depicted as glamorous or in todays anorexic media are represented here - positively oozing sexuality.

I timed it perfect, the day i joined, the day the new look was applied. I'm liking it better than when i...
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