some entries are just hard to follow.

if i could sleep i would dream more dreams for you, but i cant, so i guess for now its out of the question.

maybe its better that way. no nightmares tonight.

just needs... wants... questions.

desired an update but had nothing to say. imagine that. nothing to say. me.

tragic or nonsense, i always have something to say.

but not tonight. there is something i cant stop thinking about... i want to make it go, but it stays there, not quite tangible, slinking about in the darker corners of my mind...

there is nothing i need... so why cant i stifle this want?