benni

mmm... what time is it? i don't really know... although, to be fair, i don't think i know what day it is... no concept of time. i beat the system.

well, i finally got the internet up and running at my place... no more commandeering the siblings' puter for my own sadistic purposes! it's kinda weird when your thirteen year old brother comes up behind you and he's like, 'what are you doing?' and you're like... 'uh... lookin at nekkid ladies...?' and then you stare at your feet and drool incoherently till he leaves. not you, but me.

i think i'm finally starting to come out of my weird funk... i had a couple of weeks where i was so fucking bummed i just couldn't believe it. it took me hours to get out of bed and tiny things were setting me off... just moody. but now my libido's back! if only i could track down kat right about now...

mmmm... kat. i guess i'd also have to con her into sleeping with me. damn. so much work. better get her drunk.