benni

it's a quarter to three in the morning and i should be at the gym. I promised myself i'd go, but sometimes it's just so hard to get that energy... gimme an hour and i bet i'll be there anyways.

i'm starting to get nervous; my first photoset has been queued for a couple of weeks, so it may or may not be inching near... going back and looking at all my favorite sets from all my favorite girls i wonder if it's going to be a big disappointment... i don't especially know what i'm doing here. i know how to be naked, and that with gusto, but i've never modeled for anything before, and for godsake i'm camera shy!

but i guess this journal is just kinda barking at the wind (is that even an expression?) since i'm not sure if anyone's reading it yet anyway. eh. soon... soon.