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Friday Dec 31, 2004

Dec 31, 2004
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My feet are freezing and I have no clean socks. I've listening to the song Waiting for The Night by Depeche Mode like 5 times in a row and it's starting to get in me in some way, and into the day too that is becoming night so early lately. I hate having lights on during the day. And when it rains I'm so conscious of how everything is disintegrating, and rotting, and it's so much more rapid when it's damp.

Well I'm starting to feel that Suicide Girls is merely a cliche. Rather than dark feeling emotional sensational people that want to create their own world out of themselves. It's all done in relation to others. Listen to the song Jumping Someone Else's Train by The Cure. Maybe you'll understand. Sorry if I'm offending any truely genuine and original people out there.

farewell whatever
arete:
what makes you say this?
Jan 1, 2005
arete:
glad its not me. hope you're doing better. even though its not that cold where you live, winter time can make people feel.....well, shitty.

all my love kiss
Jan 11, 2005

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