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Sunday Oct 18, 2009

Oct 18, 2009
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Hello SG goers,

Sorry for my absence, but hope all is well.

Something is bugging me..

So ever since i got sick, I have been have been quite lethargic. I can't blame it on being sick, because i am healthy now. Nothing more than a slight cough here and there. This is a new problem for me.

Don't get me wrong, I've been depressed before. I know it is not that. It feels kinda like i don't know who i am anymore. I have loads to do for class and it takes a miracle to get me to do it. That has never really been my style. I always procrastinate, but within the limits of my abilities and I have no problems doing it when the time comes. I have always known myself well and my capabilities. So it is weird that I am acting like this. It's gotten to the point where i would almost rather take a zero than do this crap. Unfortunately, that is not an option.

Maybe I need a break, or a vacation out of this city. I graduate in Dec and have bit before med school. Hell that could be the problem, last semester of this BS bachelors and I just want it to end. Eh..who knows.

Congrats on the gorgeous sets that went live. Catch ya later.
aphrodite876:
take a break babe.. you sound like you need to get away and just relax for a little whilesmile... its that time of year for sure.. dont get couped up..lots of love, and i hope you get some inner peace soonkiss
Oct 27, 2009
jessikarabbit7:
Well for sure take a break and go on a vacation whenever you get a chance, getting away from the every day to day bs helps put things back into perspective... I know how you feel though hun kisskiss
Nov 6, 2009

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