benevolent

Merry Christmas to all of you SGers haha,
hope you all got what you wanted!!!
my family and I choose not to celebrate this year,
and i am really bored, i have no gagets to play around with this year,
no new computer, clothing, camrea, anything...
I drank myself to sleep, tommorrrow is just a regular day of work at 2pm.
Mum said we can go out to get me some boots, and clothes.
I weighed myself! i gained 40 lbs! i am so assamed of myself...
I want to get down to 135lbs again before i even have a photoshoot, so maybe in 8 more months i will be sending in a set! till then i will be working my ass out at Bally's Total Fitness! I miss being a size 5!!! Anyways I thought of my recent new years and how i am starting this new year fresh, when i go back to school i am going to kick ass until May! And i am going to completely forget about this stupid dramatic heartbreaking realtionship i ever had, i am completely done with him. UGH. I am going to set up goals that i will complete! and I will GROW! UNTIL NEXT TIME !

love you all!