beneathme

soooooo its been awhile since i wrote a little something here so let me just say that i have a bit of confusion going on right now and its totally fuckin with my head. i did something totally out of character last night and uhhh yahhhh whatssss really going on? oh and me being a pimp is getting me in trouble with girls right now!! the girls are starting to realize that im out to play and the one i would really like to get to know thinks shes just one of many others, and im trying to stress its not like that with her. but i dont think she buys it. but hey thats what i get for doing my thing. anyways maybe in a few journals from now ill talk about what i did last night.. but for now ill have to keep you all in suspense. :p~~~ you know im god when it comes to that. till next time...