Is anyone else in love with Glee right now?!!! That show is genius!!!! 
To all my friends on Suicide Girls:
I regret to inform you all that I will be canceling my account. Money is tight and I just don't use this site enough for it to be worth it. I will keep it open for 2 more days and then officially close it. If you'd like to contact me, please do so via the following:
Myspace:
http://www.myspace.com/ben_dover_4prez...
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I regret to inform you all that I will be canceling my account. Money is tight and I just don't use this site enough for it to be worth it. I will keep it open for 2 more days and then officially close it. If you'd like to contact me, please do so via the following:
Myspace:
http://www.myspace.com/ben_dover_4prez...
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doherty:
Same here 
We waited in front of the Mickey&Friends tram but you didnt come. As we didnt know where you waited we drove to Disneyland with the tram and waited in the park after the main entrance. but no sight of you. As noone came we thought you didnt want to go with us afterall.
We waited in front of the Mickey&Friends tram but you didnt come. As we didnt know where you waited we drove to Disneyland with the tram and waited in the park after the main entrance. but no sight of you. As noone came we thought you didnt want to go with us afterall.I posted this on my facebook, so I thought I'd share it here:
Ok Disney fans, it's time to get hyphy! I just got word today that Walt Disney's family is opening the Walt Disney Family Museum in SAN FRANCISCO!!! It's going to be like a little piece of heaven on earth! The museum is going to feature artifacts such as drawings Walt did as...
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Ok Disney fans, it's time to get hyphy! I just got word today that Walt Disney's family is opening the Walt Disney Family Museum in SAN FRANCISCO!!! It's going to be like a little piece of heaven on earth! The museum is going to feature artifacts such as drawings Walt did as...
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doherty:
Hey
I don't want to go on your nerves, but when will you book the hotel room? We are working out the last details and need to plan... I have talked with my boyfriend and we decided that Saturday would be a good day for Disneyland as Sunday is the 4th of July (maybe fireworks at the Santa Monica Pier). And I know you were a little bit disappointed that we planned not to go to Disneyland. So what do you think? Good idea? Bad idea?
I don't want to go on your nerves, but when will you book the hotel room? We are working out the last details and need to plan... I have talked with my boyfriend and we decided that Saturday would be a good day for Disneyland as Sunday is the 4th of July (maybe fireworks at the Santa Monica Pier). And I know you were a little bit disappointed that we planned not to go to Disneyland. So what do you think? Good idea? Bad idea?
doherty:
Or maybe Sunday disneyland? And we leave early in the morning for it? I think on Friday we will be downtown LA, I will give you my bf's cell so that we can meet there if you have arrived and unpacked your bags. No stress! Maybe we meet around midday and get a hot dog.
I cant wait
Maybe we meet around midday and get a hot dog.I cant wait
I am officially on twitter now. If you guys have an account, add me! My username is ben_dover_4prez.
Hope to see you all there!
Hope to see you all there!
doherty:
I am not on twitter... maybe I will sign up. I dont know yet 
I spend too much time online lately
my bf and me talked about LA today when we had breakfast! We cant wait to go shopping with you and to Disneyland.
I spend too much time online latelymy bf and me talked about LA today when we had breakfast! We cant wait to go shopping with you and to Disneyland.
Ok, so I haven't posted a blog in a really long time. I have this list of 25 random things I posted on my facebook that I'm am going to post here. Doherty gave me the idea. So here it goes:
1. I am a chocoholic. It's an addiction I struggle with everyday.
2. I can bend my thumbs backwards without the aid of my...
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1. I am a chocoholic. It's an addiction I struggle with everyday.
2. I can bend my thumbs backwards without the aid of my...
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doherty:
Yeaah I do. Of course It will be such a fun time Have you already booked a hotel? At which date will you arrive? Do you know that? We need to buy Vodka Redbull and some food in a supermarket and then we make a little hotel party in the evening. And next day we will start for Disneyland and have the time of our life
Oh and please aks Sarah if she wants to go with me to ...
WOW Beauty Center
10836 Washington Blvd
Culver City, CA 90232
They shape eyebrows with a thread and they got amazing reviews on yelp.com. I need to grow my eyebrows out and then get them done professionally in summer. Maybe she wants to go with me ,too? You guys can drink a beer while we are getting pretty for you hahahahaha it will not take long
It will be such a fun time Have you already booked a hotel? At which date will you arrive? Do you know that? We need to buy Vodka Redbull and some food in a supermarket and then we make a little hotel party in the evening. And next day we will start for Disneyland and have the time of our lifeOh and please aks Sarah if she wants to go with me to ...
WOW Beauty Center
10836 Washington Blvd
Culver City, CA 90232
They shape eyebrows with a thread and they got amazing reviews on yelp.com. I need to grow my eyebrows out and then get them done professionally in summer. Maybe she wants to go with me ,too? You guys can drink a beer while we are getting pretty for you hahahahaha it will not take long
doherty:
Please tell Sarah happy belated birthday from me!!!
Oh I really hope you can request time off. It would be so horrible if we dont meet in LA. I would be so sad.
I keep my fingers crossed
Oh I really hope you can request time off. It would be so horrible if we dont meet in LA. I would be so sad.
I keep my fingers crossed
Today's blog is going to be quite random so I apologize in advance! lol
Yesterday I was at Borders book store at the mall and bought an SG book. It's the #2 edition magazine. I still have yet to get #1 lol. I didn't realize until I came home that I could have bought both 1 and 2 for a deal on this site. Oh...
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Yesterday I was at Borders book store at the mall and bought an SG book. It's the #2 edition magazine. I still have yet to get #1 lol. I didn't realize until I came home that I could have bought both 1 and 2 for a deal on this site. Oh...
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doherty:
Ben Ben Ben
my boyfriend and me are going to Los Angeles from the 1 July to 11th July. We will be staying in a downtown LA hotel (I will give you the name in a pm). I wanted to ask you if you wanna hangout with us and bring your girlfriend with you.
We want to go to Disnelyland, Venice Beach, Getty Center, the zoo and so on... maybe you guys wanna go with us? I am really looking forward to Disneyland and all the other stuff.
I know it is in some month but I am so excited right now.
Please write me a message if you are interested in meeting up.
my boyfriend and me are going to Los Angeles from the 1 July to 11th July. We will be staying in a downtown LA hotel (I will give you the name in a pm). I wanted to ask you if you wanna hangout with us and bring your girlfriend with you.
We want to go to Disnelyland, Venice Beach, Getty Center, the zoo and so on... maybe you guys wanna go with us? I am really looking forward to Disneyland and all the other stuff.
I know it is in some month but I am so excited right now.
Please write me a message if you are interested in meeting up.
doherty:
YES! My first holiday after years of work and depression. The sun will cure everything.
I have written you a pm with our hotel
I have written you a pm with our hotel
So I added a new album. Its some of my best work from the photoshoots I've done. When you click on my pics, check out the "photography" album. As some of you know, its been my dream to do an SG set so I'm trying to get my work out there in hopes that someone will be interested!
Let me know what you think guys!
Let me know what you think guys!
doherty:
I was totally stressed out due to my work *puke* One day to go and then weekend.
It is my first week, so I have to stay patient. I need the money desperately. So sad that money even exists. I would prefer to live in the woods, hunt birds and breed my own farm animals and vegetables.
One day to go and then weekend.It is my first week, so I have to stay patient. I need the money desperately. So sad that money even exists. I would prefer to live in the woods, hunt birds and breed my own farm animals and vegetables.
ben_dover_4prez:
Pictures I've taken
Everything happens in an instant.
A child is born...
A mother dies...
Your loved one breaks your heart...
You lose your virginity...
You lose a best friend...
You kiss your bride for the first time as your wife...
You watch your child receive their diploma...
...all in an instant. Life is full of those important moments. Good and bad. Something could happen in an instant...
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A child is born...
A mother dies...
Your loved one breaks your heart...
You lose your virginity...
You lose a best friend...
You kiss your bride for the first time as your wife...
You watch your child receive their diploma...
...all in an instant. Life is full of those important moments. Good and bad. Something could happen in an instant...
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doherty:
Be thankful for what you have and live life to its fullest because it could be gone in an instant.
Exactly, babe. Lately I am thinking a lot about the things you wrote. Some days I get terribly afraid. I imagine that my bf has a horrible car accident and dies. Or that my sister loses her job she loves so much.
I worry a lot. But instead we should cherish every single day. Thanks for mentioning it.
So good that you are back, Ben. I have missed you lots.
I forgot to ask: Did you move out of the town? You wanted to, didnt you?
Take care
doherty:
Oh no really? What happened? You had a job when we wrote the last time That sucks so much... I am sorry
That sucks so much... I am sorryGod, I can't wait to move to Reno, NV! All my friends here are fucking fake! Sarah and I do so much for them and all we get is a comment saying "oh, I miss you, how are you?". Yet they have parties every fucking week and only invite us once every 3 months or so. Fuck them! There is only one person who is...
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cmjfoxfyre:
it is better to vent it out, than to keep it in. cheers!
doherty:
Miss you lots
Ok, so I have a big mouth...but only when I feel an injustice has been done or someone's life is in danger. Last time I lost a friend because of my big mouth it was because they were threatening to do shit that was going to put someones job in danger....i'm not down with that. So I snitched. They ended up forgiving me, but it...
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doherty:
Hahahaha NOW I remember, you wre the only one who gave thought advice hahaha
Oh and about the university thing: I remeber when I dropped out of primary school I couldnt tell my dad because I knew he would be fucking upset. I wrote him a letter and he freaked out. He thought it is a goodbye suicide letter or something, he drove to my place and was hysterical. I told him I am pretty fine, I just CANT work there anymore. My grandma, who lives in the same house with me, still has no fucking idea. She always asks why I stay at home and why dont I go to work. 
I want to tell her, but I know she wouldnt understand. But I think when I finally come out with the truth I will feel a lot better. I have to do it someday, because I know she knows the truth deep down in her heart.
Oh and about the university thing: I remeber when I dropped out of primary school I couldnt tell my dad
because I knew he would be fucking upset. I wrote him a letter and he freaked out. He thought it is a goodbye suicide letter or something, he drove to my place and was hysterical. I told him I am pretty fine, I just CANT work there anymore. My grandma, who lives in the same house with me, still has no fucking idea. She always asks why I stay at home and why dont I go to work. I want to tell her, but I know she wouldnt understand. But I think when I finally come out with the truth I will feel a lot better. I have to do it someday, because I know she knows the truth deep down in her heart.
doherty:
Weeds is amazing, in germany it is shown very late in tv so I dont know any part of the series But I can watch them all this weekend. Hooray.
I sold my old backstreet boys cds today hahahahaha that was so funny. I didnt get much money but the second hand shop guy was so cool. He said: " Ohhhh nooo Backstreeb Boys. You were a hardcore fan of them right?" I had every BSB cd twice or multiple times, it was so embarassing, because next to me were this cool alternative guys and I stood there with my BSB cds and my tattoed sleeves hahahahaha
Regarding the cheque... I have no idea if it is possible. I think it has to be written on my real name... but who knows?!I think the german banc will cash a lot of it in. For example when I got my suicidegirls cheque it was 500 Dollar but I got 380 Euro out of it.
It is fucking cold here. In some minutes my friend will come and dye my hair blonde.
Kiss
But I can watch them all this weekend. Hooray.
I sold my old backstreet boys cds today hahahahaha that was so funny. I didnt get much money but the second hand shop guy was so cool. He said: " Ohhhh nooo Backstreeb Boys. You were a hardcore fan of them right?" I had every BSB cd twice or multiple times, it was so embarassing, because next to me were this cool alternative guys and I stood there with my BSB cds and my tattoed sleeves hahahahaha
Regarding the cheque... I have no idea if it is possible. I think it has to be written on my real name... but who knows?!I think the german banc will cash a lot of it in. For example when I got my suicidegirls cheque it was 500 Dollar but I got 380 Euro out of it.
It is fucking cold here. In some minutes my friend will come and dye my hair blonde.
Kiss