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ben999

Washington, D.C.

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Wednesday Dec 30, 2009

Dec 30, 2009
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I'm seriously considering going on disability. I have no income now. It's been a long time since I've had a job and at this point I don't think I can hold one down. Not that I don't have reservations about this whole thing. My understanding is that qualifying is a long and uncertain process. Also there's a stigma associated with recieving government money if you don't actually work for the government. I know I shouldn't let things like that bother me and at this point I should be used to stigma, right? But ignoring it is easier said than done, at least for me. I don't know if I ever "got over" the stigma associated with my disorder. I'm certainly not over it right now.

On the good side, I'm staying at my girlfriend's house for the week. We had a great Christmas. I'm glad to be here. We only got a little bit of snow, but there's supposed to be more later in the week.

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