ben999

My paranoia flared up again today and I think I upset and worried my girlfriend a little. The zyprexa keeps it under control, but doesn't get rid of it completely. Really I'm not sure there's ever a time when I'm totally paranoia free. Maybe for brief periods. I'm not even sure about that though. But the meds make it so much more manageable.

The good news is that I saw my social worker today and he pointed me in the direction of a temporary programming job that he might be able to help me land. It would be nice to have money again.