ben999

I know I haven't been active lately. Mainly because of all my school work. I'll be happy when the semester ends.

It's snowing heavily here; it looks very misty outside. I may not be able to go to my psychiatrist appointment tomorrow. It would be nice to go downtown, but as for the appointment itself I don't think I'll be missing much. I mainly go to restock my zyprexa because he gives me free samples. I like my pdoc and I enjoy speaking with him, but...
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Now that I'm back, I've decided to be more active on the site. That means more comments, more blogs, and I'm slowly updating my profile. I feel that in the past I hadn't been getting everything out of this site that I could've.

Alright, the new pics will have to wait. Hopefully they'll be making an appearance soon though. The appointment with my social worker was pretty uneventful. We just talked awhile, not about anything major. He wants me to take the post office exam, so I can get a job working there, because according to him they pay good money. I am going to take the exam...
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I should put up some new pics. I'm not really satisfied with the ones I have up now.

I haven't been posting much since my return. Maybe because my life is so ordinary right now, or at least as ordinary as my life can get. I've been doing school work, going to my appointments, and talking to my girlfriend. She's going to come down soon.

I'm seeing my social worker today and I'm actually looking forward to that appointment. Maybe because it's just...
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I'm in pain. Not the worst I've ever been in, but enough so I can't get back to sleep.

And I'm back! Thank you to whoever is responsible for this development!

Edit: And now that I'm back I wonder if anyone will actually see the blogs that I write.

I saw Clueless with my parents today. I liked the memories of the 90s it brought back, but it was a bad movie. For a long time I was nostalgic for the 90s. Now I miss three, four, five years ago. I'm nostalgic for the early part of this decade. Whatever it's called. When I was visiting my girlfriend last, we watched Mean Girls, and...
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My poor girlfriend. They're cutting her hours at work. They're cutting everyone's hours, but hers more than anyone else's. We both have mental illnesses, and in many respects she's higher functioning than I am, but when it comes to jobs I've had more luck keeping them than she has.

Speaking of which, I'm looking for a new job. I quit my old one, for reasons...
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Lately I've been feeling nostalgiac, missing my old life. The one I had four or five years ago. It's funny, because most people would say my life back then sucked. At least that's what I think they'd say. I had no job, no, girlfriend, one friend, and very little money, but I was happy in my own miserable, paranoid way. Go figure.

Edited: Forget what I said before. I'm tired, sick, and not thinking straight. Damn I want to puke.