ben

So, another of my very rare updates to my journal. I've been thinking too much lately, and I am not sure if I like the thoughts...or maybe it is I don't like my actions. I've been doing nothing for too long, and it's wearing on me deeply. I need to do /something/, but I'm not sure what. I need to finish classes in college...but in what? There are quite a few options I've been mulling over, but I'm not sure which I prefer to take. I just know that if I continue on the same path life will be pointless...I have to do something. Hopefully I'll know what that is soon.

On a happier note, DragonCon is coming up, and I'll get to see quite a few friends there and hopefully meet new ones. I know a few SG'ers will be there, and hopefully I'll at least get a chance to say hello. Even at the worst, I'll get a chance to blow off some steam...I'm not going for the Fandom part, I'm going to party with friends...and I /know/ that's going to happen. I can use the change in scenery and the chance to let go for awhile. Once I get back I'll work on the future.