bellensebastian

the most wonderful day.

hungover?.. don't really drink alot.. so the few beers i had at that horrid rustic old person bar was enough.. and then the copious quantities of pot that was sucked down on webcam last night was just about enough to make me sleep.. and then the tea.. made the worst pot of tea last night.

pretentious self go away.

quite fun brooding self arise.

barba-trick

So here we go again.

I am glad to be a thinker. I'm glad I like to tinker.

I am glad I like art, and there is nothing wrong with reading so much.

Why I am I feeling back in a corner and defending myself. How can slack jawed yokels create my movements by simply judging? They should not be given such power so they...
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yuck

Why is it that young girls keep giving me the best advice:

Probably because they actually listen to music lyrics:

"don't look for love, or you will justify your search by finding someone."

"lonely people are the loudest people."

I am glad I can focus on myself, my health and the strength of my brain and body.

You people are just that good. Oh you...
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Some celestial event must've gone down.

Everyone is in a funk, and it is snowing.

Must drink. Will have beer afterwork.

Journal.. oh journal. Pay me to be.

Live with me, and hug me. Let me look at flowers with you, and smell everything. That tickle inside of your nose.

having sex complicates every kind of friendship.

let us just say that i have been good, and i have been avoiding such sins. thank fucking god.

must keep sex at bay. must aarghgah

one of my most common traits.

when i am thinking, i move furniture.

eventually i find a resting place, and the natural flow of my surroundings change and evolve.

Well fuck-fans.

I have decided to do something. Again after having sore legs, sore abs, sore gluts, sore fucking everything, it is obvious that all day fucking is not my thing. You see, I do it with no heart and no love. The girl that I practice this art with is not possible. She is too much my junior camper, and she may fall in...
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I just had someone tell me that I am too nice, and too "introspective" and that I am highly contemplatative.

What a fucking dork.

And this is from someone who is having a tough time, and wanted to talk.. but only so much, and not about anything important. I guess she wanted attention from a boy, but nothing too close. Like, "ask me about my...
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