options for the evening.
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B
C
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all of these have merits. one of them includes hanging out with my best plutonic female companion. she is so freakin' cool and she has the sexiest lips in the universe. it is insane. just to hang with her will be a pleasure, so i may have to do it. or some shows, or both. it...
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B
C
D
E
all of these have merits. one of them includes hanging out with my best plutonic female companion. she is so freakin' cool and she has the sexiest lips in the universe. it is insane. just to hang with her will be a pleasure, so i may have to do it. or some shows, or both. it...
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bellensebastian:
going with plan C, but making it version C.2. in this new version, there is me contemplating ripping the phone out of the socket, and turning of my cell also. people stop hounding. "wha whah whahw"
alright. brisk weather and a bit of a sleep in. shopping and eating and walking around. figured out that our group of people at the horseshoe tavern splintered. everyone was too wasted to comprehend a cohesive unit. the brain chemistry malfuctions that accompany such heights of intoxication can sometimes diminish the ability for that jungian thing, and everyone else starts to sound like Charlie Brown's...
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man oh man i need help.
well not really, but you get my drift.
i think i am dysfunctional in relation to the opposite sex.
spoke to the ex and asked her out to see some bands as a friend. she was not down with that. sucks to be her. i recently hooked up with the ex ex from a long time ago, and realized...
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well not really, but you get my drift.
i think i am dysfunctional in relation to the opposite sex.
spoke to the ex and asked her out to see some bands as a friend. she was not down with that. sucks to be her. i recently hooked up with the ex ex from a long time ago, and realized...
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3030v:
Hey, get back to me when you remember the name of that movie! Thanks!
c456:
i wont belive in santa unless i get presents
you should write him a letter
it makes you feel soo much better to belive
you should write him a letter
it makes you feel soo much better to belive
now i am upset.
a remarkable friend remarked that the reason i am not having sex, is because instead i am looking for a relationship.
this is so true, but i was blind to it. facing the realities of my own crapola, and having it fed to me by someone whom i have only known via the internet, well, it is humbling indeed.
does this...
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a remarkable friend remarked that the reason i am not having sex, is because instead i am looking for a relationship.
this is so true, but i was blind to it. facing the realities of my own crapola, and having it fed to me by someone whom i have only known via the internet, well, it is humbling indeed.
does this...
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bellensebastian:
LOL.
someone asked me that last night.
she came by. this girl that i have the biggest crush on.
my answer: i haven't had sex since tuesday.
sigh.
i am an addict.
someone asked me that last night.
she came by. this girl that i have the biggest crush on.
my answer: i haven't had sex since tuesday.
sigh.
i am an addict.
ratoncitoperez:
Hey dude,
Here is the link for the story:
http://www.darpa.mil/grandchallenge/index.htm " target="_blank">DARPA Grand Challenge Homepage
This will take you to DARPAs Grand Challenge home page that gives the overview, you can punch out to the teams' individual sites from their.
Qualifying this Sunday, final next Saturday. Enjoy!
Here is the link for the story:
http://www.darpa.mil/grandchallenge/index.htm " target="_blank">DARPA Grand Challenge Homepage
This will take you to DARPAs Grand Challenge home page that gives the overview, you can punch out to the teams' individual sites from their.
Qualifying this Sunday, final next Saturday. Enjoy!
i am starting to dislike my job.
ara:
Me too....
Apparently I am usually correct, but that is considered "arrogant". My work atmosphere sucks ass.
I wonder then, why do I like it so.
It just rubs me when fear of intellegence is covered and masked with a bias against the messenger.
Oh well.. another day.. another something.
I wonder then, why do I like it so.
It just rubs me when fear of intellegence is covered and masked with a bias against the messenger.
Oh well.. another day.. another something.
my god. i could not have asked for a better scenario. it is like the door on guilt has closed. i am now a free man. my good friend has found a boy that she likes in *that way. she learned a bunch along the way. it is like everyone involved in the equation of flesh ends up flush on the sum side. how fucking...
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i cannot figure out the logic puzzle.
i cannot figure out how to stop trying to figure it out.
help.
no help.
and it all seems to revolve around my girl-issues.
right now there are 5 girls in my life.
i have no idea where i want to stand with any of them. one of them i want. two of them i adore. one of...
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i cannot figure out how to stop trying to figure it out.
help.
no help.
and it all seems to revolve around my girl-issues.
right now there are 5 girls in my life.
i have no idea where i want to stand with any of them. one of them i want. two of them i adore. one of...
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analise:
yes, there can be such a thing as friendship. i once had a male friend of mine say to me, "You know, guys are never *just* friends with girls..." of course, i had to ask him why WE had been "friends" for so very long. apparently, he was talking about every other guy except him (bah). i remembered this comment for a long time and it totally coloured how i viewed people. i don't let that happen anymore. a couple of my best friends are the "opposite" sex; i have never screwed around with either of them. give up on the 2 who do want more than just friendship; just be friends dude. you will get so much out of the friendship once you get past the male/female shit. and as for the rest, well, just be honest with them and if they decide to remain your friends, so be it. just..let..life..happen. cuz you know, it will anyway, whether or not you are trying to plot it out. 
bellensebastian:
yeah.. but one of them is my ex.. that ultimate passion.. the love that you know will always mark your soul.. the girl that wanted to have my kids and marry me.. i spent so many months and years thinking about what our kids would look like..
the other.. no problem i think.. she is cool. it is just that i always end up sleeping with them. like this weekend that has gone by.. ended up in bed with a girl i have known for 3 days.. and i thought she was going to be my buddy.. we didn't have sex, but we easily couldve gone down that road. i have no fucking clue what i am doing, and i tend to think with my cock too often i think.. or girls will pull that shit out of their ass. i recently told a friend that we shouldn't have sex, and she shows up in a schoolgirl outfit and tells me she wants to earn an A. what is a guy suppossed to do. my heart melted.
i am totally fucked. i am not that good looking. i think that is where this is coming from. speakign of which.. the door. ugh.
the other.. no problem i think.. she is cool. it is just that i always end up sleeping with them. like this weekend that has gone by.. ended up in bed with a girl i have known for 3 days.. and i thought she was going to be my buddy.. we didn't have sex, but we easily couldve gone down that road. i have no fucking clue what i am doing, and i tend to think with my cock too often i think.. or girls will pull that shit out of their ass. i recently told a friend that we shouldn't have sex, and she shows up in a schoolgirl outfit and tells me she wants to earn an A. what is a guy suppossed to do. my heart melted.
i am totally fucked. i am not that good looking. i think that is where this is coming from. speakign of which.. the door. ugh.
my life is way too complicated for the actual amount of shit i have to do.
i will retract now.
i will retract now.
analise:
have you checked out www.wfmu.org? if not, do so. take a peek at the following shows: three chord monte, teenage wasteland and diane's kamikaze fun machine.
so i am confused about the girls that come into my life. there are alot of people that come and go, that stay and that drift away.
but first.. this song on the internerd radio (the music i listen to when i am not being pretentious and sticking to my own music collection of audio) is perfect for breaking up a party. why...
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but first.. this song on the internerd radio (the music i listen to when i am not being pretentious and sticking to my own music collection of audio) is perfect for breaking up a party. why...
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severus:
maps are fun!