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are girls more-prone to jealousy than boys?

boys fight it out, and potentially girls can passively aggressively vent it.

i really do not understand. especially girl-friends of a particular order. or is it that possessively minded girls are part of my circle of close friends?

this is really providing me with a challenging time.
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database maintenance is stupid.

i realize this: 5:40pm

must return to work at 10pm until about 1am.

then home for a few winks and licks. then back at it at 8:00am.

i am a slave.

no:
Yes, yes you are.

I loved what you wrote about "giving." I am mostly a taker, but I take knowing full-well that you get off on it, making sure that you get off on it, showing you how much I like it. It works.

[Yes in response to you being beautiful. I should really speak more clearly]

[Edited on Mar 24, 2004 11:32PM]
analise:
i have thought about doing computer-based work...but then i realize that it would kill my enjoyment of computers just as my studying of literature has nearly killed my enjoyment of reading (for the time being.) funny how that works, eh? i think the shitty thing about doing computer work is the fact that it just...never...ends. there is always something to fix or change or whatever. which would be enough to drive me nuts. i really like the feeling of creating a finished product and then moving on.

hehe: "Who ain't a slave, tell me that?" --Moby Dick.

wink
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i am a stupid "giver", not a "taker".

it is entirely born out of self interest and plain selfishness.

if i give you pleasure, it is because i get off on it. she figured it out right away quick.

ARRR!!!
twwly:
miao!!
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Oh my. It is 10am. Context is me, here, in the office. No sidekick to kick holes in the side of the wall. Construction is going to start soon on my new office.. maybe. They city is hedging on the drawings and permits. Oh well. The light is at the end of the tunnel.

I have too much work to have this girl on my...
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Sunday: 4:40ish. finally home. brunch with a female companion ended with more hints at stuff i do not want. she is beautiful, she is cute, she is so freakin' driven.. yet she is not my girl at the moment. i think i have that in someone else. and that someone else is not a momentary girl. she is one of those enigmatic fucking blotches of...
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bellensebastian:
but there is one that is special. i literally feel my eyes elevate with a smile when i think of her. it is so stupid and gushy, but i don't care. i can't believe she likes me.
retsin:
i got all fancy like and fixed the problem!
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sunday: 3:19pm.

robot still at work in the desert of Etobicoke.

no scientists are here. only a single security guard, and he probably is asleep, having missed my entrance through the doors, no whistles having blown as i swiped my card acknowledging my gaining of access to the facility. funny enough, i sneezed and got a booger on my glasses. now i have to go...
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Alright.

This most-beautiful-of-girls has just left.

Together we went to see the Eternal whatever it was movie starring Jim Carey. It made the both of us cry, and it is definitely worth seeing. The effects and the story, and the complexity of the characters might leave stupid people scratching their heads, but I say go.

We spent alot of time in bed, on Queen, buying...
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5:39pm. friday.

unable to leave office.

movie and a beautiful girl awaits me.

i am still robot. ARRR!!!
bellensebastian:
6:47pm.

arrived home to find cat, and a blood splatter exhibit leading to a half of one mouse.

my cat has never killed anything. apparently it was fun. unfortunately she ruined the towel that i left on the floor in a rush this AM.

usually she will corner it and wait for me to get home. at that point, i will chase it with her, find it, put a papercup over it, and release it outdoors to find its way into a neighbors home. this can occur approximately 4 times per year. this time she went robot on it. she left the best half and ate the head.

took pics. ultra disgusting. now she things she is very cool. i will rename her killer bear.
spunkrockj:
What was her name before?
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friday: 5pm

the office is quiet.

the scientists and engineers are focused.

the plates are spinning.

i may go to a movie 2night instead of writing my project up.

procrastination is mine enemy.

i have become unfavourable to my all-too emotional posturing of late.

it is good to have this perspective. yet now i am in need of a serious venting. with luck i will...
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