bellensebastian

Japan is calling me.

Or Brazil.

I have milled and I have sat.

I have wandered around in a circle in this place of work.

My job.

The only thing on my mind lately is lust and romance.

I am a serial monogamist.

Plainly I need to focus more on cereal a and less on monog.

Through the mist, I see the light.

A bulb goes off, and I do not...
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today is day o emotions.

i feel like i am all blue.

yet i know i am all good and happy.

last night a friend told me i was arrogant for being so positive about stuff (relationship messes).. she said that i try to spin things into good things, and that i try to make it sound like things are better than they are.

when...
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now that i think of it, we are all put on this earth together to share and be whatever.. so who am i to judge whether little johnny is throwing a brick through a window of an old lady, or whether hillbillyjim is driving and SUV that has no exhaust system?

It is not like we should care right?

Alright. Admit it. Who eats donuts?...
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My longest and oldest memories are introspective dialogues and diatribes of introspection and contemplation. Sometimes though, I get the impression that this is a rare phenomenon. It is not that I am special, yet there seems to be alot of ignorance in the world. It is indeed possible that alot of people are introspective, yet upon the opening of this contemplation, dislike what they find...
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Alright.
The storm of snow is over.
I am safely tucked in at work.
My legs are sore from all of the squats and shovelling. Yet I feel so good and strong.

I want to kiss a girl.

me thinks i need additional friends.

belly up to the bar and i will give you some good jokes to tell to your friends.

end of random post.

My cat clawed me this AM. She made me wake up to feed her. This weather is making her pad on the pounds, and I am trying to restrict her intake of calories (are cat food energies measured in calories??).. anyhow.. whatever.

How is everyone today? I am snowy. It was -50 in alberta last night apparently.

I am saying nothing. Nothing is to be...
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Ugh. Shovelling snow is the back work-out of the century. My chiro and masseuse love this too.

LOL.

Judging by my first dose of hate mail/message, i shall tone it down a bit for a day

I like banter.. and would not say anything that I would not say to anyone's face.. because I am nice (and have the strength of a gorilla ha)..

Whatever.. people just continue to be people.