bellensebastian

ah.. back to the grind.

so i reviewed and viewed the weekend over and over in my brain, and i have come to several thoughts, one of which centers around how stupid i am for making the choices that i do. take for example, my stupid friend wanting to fight someone. i should not feel stupid or embarassed about the situation that 'almost' went down. instead i should feel stupid for being there with him. my company is my choice. am i making bad choices? sort of like all of these girls. some are bad choices that i am responsible for. i know of maybe a couple of girls that i should stay friends with, and the rest should not be my friends. speaking of which, i remembered last night, that at the bovine on friday night, there was the cutest of girls there. it was mostly about the eyes. she had some thing wrapped on her head regardless, but she had the coolest brightest eyes. very aware looking persona. amongst the crap, the bad metal, the stale smoke, the whatevers, there was her eye and gaze. very sexy.