now i am upset.
a remarkable friend remarked that the reason i am not having sex, is because instead i am looking for a relationship.
this is so true, but i was blind to it. facing the realities of my own crapola, and having it fed to me by someone whom i have only known via the internet, well, it is humbling indeed.
does this mean that i should just keep having cheap wild sex, or should i now just simply recognize my reality?
do i make a choice, or do i just see the life?
see that look on my face. i am always like that now. wondering what the fuck i am doing. i am so confused. i am lucky to have photography, reading and writing, and martini glasses.
a remarkable friend remarked that the reason i am not having sex, is because instead i am looking for a relationship.
this is so true, but i was blind to it. facing the realities of my own crapola, and having it fed to me by someone whom i have only known via the internet, well, it is humbling indeed.
does this mean that i should just keep having cheap wild sex, or should i now just simply recognize my reality?
do i make a choice, or do i just see the life?
see that look on my face. i am always like that now. wondering what the fuck i am doing. i am so confused. i am lucky to have photography, reading and writing, and martini glasses.
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someone asked me that last night.
she came by. this girl that i have the biggest crush on.
my answer: i haven't had sex since tuesday.
sigh.
i am an addict.
Here is the link for the story:
http://www.darpa.mil/grandchallenge/index.htm " target="_blank">DARPA Grand Challenge Homepage
This will take you to DARPAs Grand Challenge home page that gives the overview, you can punch out to the teams' individual sites from their.
Qualifying this Sunday, final next Saturday. Enjoy!