bellensebastian

my god. i could not have asked for a better scenario. it is like the door on guilt has closed. i am now a free man. my good friend has found a boy that she likes in *that way. she learned a bunch along the way. it is like everyone involved in the equation of flesh ends up flush on the sum side. how fucking awesome is that.

now i can really do my hermit thing maybe. and just fucking put a hoodie over my face, and go into a fetal position of comfort. like my lotus position, but more able to shake. fuck that is weak. and that freak videotaped us. she showed me the tape.. i like my back muscles. what a voyeur she is.

being like a nun will be cool. sex will be about passion.. fucking will be fucking.