so i was reading savage-love, and i was identifying with the sexaholic twists. sex can definitely be the great escape. i have been seeing sex in some sort of twisted light. fuck i feel like today my head has come twisted half way off. i am uneasy and this weekend is going to be a great oppurtunity to bring it back to earth a bit. and i had a nap. in the nap, i had the biggest tattoo put on my shoulder and back. it was all just red work but my skin was so pale so the red looked fucked. fuck. and on the other shoulder there was an outline of an elephant with some initials settled inside. i could not tell what the initials were. it was like i could see it all, but when i focused in, i realized that you can't actually see your own back. when i woke up this morning, my neck was sore. it was a long night.
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so me and the TTC.
i do not ride the TTC. there never has been reason to. i have a bike, a car and legs.. immidiate, interim and long distances are all covered. and for everything else there are cabs right?
well i actually rode the TTC when my license was pulled for unpaid parking tickets and the like.
and now i want to take the bus and subway trains around the city. basically, i need lessons on TTC. how to ride it, and where to go. how to avoid eye contact with the local toughs and which bum sings the best song for a dollar. maybe something about disembarking without getting caught in the door and dragged to my demise.
there should be a handbook. and their website just plain blows.
i have broken my promise to myself and promised to go on a date on sunday. it is just a shopping date, but she seems really nice. i will refrain from the cheese behaviour though and hopefully we will not do anything rash nor would i want a rash. i think it would be nice to find a person in that very spot that would allow for constant dates. why do i fill up the missing times with different people. why not just one person? it is what i want but girls are now boys in that they just want what they want and then to move on. bless them for that. yet still..
but yeah... gimme a day or two and i'll see what i can dig up and scan and send to you....