today is day o emotions.
i feel like i am all blue.
yet i know i am all good and happy.
last night a friend told me i was arrogant for being so positive about stuff (relationship messes).. she said that i try to spin things into good things, and that i try to make it sound like things are better than they are.
when i told her about my theory about seeing the positive in things, even if it is a vein of positive that is running through a rock of negative, i still try to find the good while NOT denying the bad.
i am just sick of being a cynic. i would rather be a wide-eyed intellegent person that sees all sides of the big picture. just because i do not hang onto the bad, does not mean it is not perceived. i just means that i do not want to let it get me down.
so who is up for a beer? anyone? i am buying and i don't even drink that often. i am such an easy lush
i feel like i am all blue.
yet i know i am all good and happy.
last night a friend told me i was arrogant for being so positive about stuff (relationship messes).. she said that i try to spin things into good things, and that i try to make it sound like things are better than they are.
when i told her about my theory about seeing the positive in things, even if it is a vein of positive that is running through a rock of negative, i still try to find the good while NOT denying the bad.
i am just sick of being a cynic. i would rather be a wide-eyed intellegent person that sees all sides of the big picture. just because i do not hang onto the bad, does not mean it is not perceived. i just means that i do not want to let it get me down.
so who is up for a beer? anyone? i am buying and i don't even drink that often. i am such an easy lush