Wednesday Mar 17, 2004

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drama.

and i know now that there is the most-beautiful girl out there.

she is moving to NYC soon though - sigh.

why do we always want what we cannot have? blush
bellensebastian:
and yes, it seems like i feel like being a sobbing idiot way too much. none of the "cool" things are cool anymore. if someone offers to cheer me up with whatever.. i know it is probably not going to work. don't get me wrong. i am happy most of the time. it is just that when i get the random emails from my ex, it kicks me in the chest really really hard.

and nothing will ever get me over that. except time that is. time.

frown

Monday Mar 15, 2004

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having a crush on someone who you know you can't ever be with = cruddy.

i can only sigh at how perfect she is.

sigh.

are there other girls out there like this? i am sure of it. still. heart studdering. eye watering. fucking complete.
wonderpants:
LOVE STINKS!! Yeah, yeah...Love Stinks!

Oh yes it does...to high heaven love puke blackeyed


How's it goin', what's new?

robot
wonderpants:
I know what you mean...I am only now just starting to wean myself off of the emotional rescuer teet; it's a bitch and a half.

No more drama in our lives...

Now I run the other way...still haven't quite figure out how to run to the good ones yet, but at least my life is less of a mess now skull robot

Sunday Mar 14, 2004

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i can't sleep.

ate cookies.

bok
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zarina:
haha, will do. I'll be the one that looks like all the other kids that do go there but with curly hair, who apparently looks nothing like her sets.
hellomrworld:
mmm Cookies .. I like cookies ...

Sunday Mar 14, 2004

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Alright.

This stuff that is leaving my body. The PHLEGM.. (what a disgusting word) is fucking insane.

I want my taste buds back. I made the most amazing chicken and roasted vegetable mixture, and a nice homemade salad dressing. And There Was no Fucking Tasting it.

howl.

Friday Mar 12, 2004

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i am sick of being stuffed up.

i took a day off of work, and ignored the 14 phone calls i received from predatory corporate drones that seemingly cannot function without my presence.

but now i will have to spend part of my weekend cleaning up the mess that these corporate drones made.

and my face.. well it is still stuffed up.! ugh. i sound...
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Tuesday Mar 09, 2004

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has anyone seen the beautiful moon tonight?

love

Tuesday Mar 09, 2004

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kiss

Monday Mar 08, 2004

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sigh frown

life is precious because it is finite.

do yourself a favour and remember that.

Monday Mar 08, 2004

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ah.. back to the grind.

so i reviewed and viewed the weekend over and over in my brain, and i have come to several thoughts, one of which centers around how stupid i am for making the choices that i do. take for example, my stupid friend wanting to fight someone. i should not feel stupid or embarassed about the situation that 'almost' went down....
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Saturday Mar 06, 2004

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.and i just found a 50$ bill in my pocket!

i am the luckiest boy on earth. cab fare all night. well 2/3 lol.
myeviltwin:
one day I was cleaning out my closet, and I found an old leater jacket. I started to dig throught the pockets and I found $80!!!!!!!
I put the jacket back in hopes that it would "grow" more money.
silly me.

tongue

Saturday Mar 06, 2004

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ARRR!!! pirate: individualistic, plunder the riches, mumble alot, love a good hearty meal, smoking and drinking, wooden leg.

one day i am going to have one or all of that stuff.
bellensebastian:
i am glad to be leaving the drama crap behind tonight. i can put my fake smile in my pocket and not worry about issues. another tidbit i shouldn't for get about regarding last night. the goathorn dude..his name escapes me right at this blur. during the blackout that struck eastern north america, the guitarist proved his shit when he brought most of no frills' ice cream stash to a friend's house, and offerred the melting treats from his employer, right unto the hungry high muchie driven stoners. i had just finished cleaning up a hazardous situation caused by the blackout, and to see all of that culminate after a chaotic drive back into the city from industrial etobicoke at 1am, through the warm and completely electricity-free wild city, was a fucking summer dream.

bellensebastian:
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