belle

Ok, so honestly, i really do love the idea of suicide girls and the fact that they are more beautiful and more real than the barbie girls with the fake tans and plastic tits and extensions. Its a great thing to be a part of, and im looking forward to doing another set. But im frustrated with some suicide girls because they start drama and hate other sgs, when we should be congratulating each other and happy that we are representing real girls. I know girls will always be catty towards each other and jealous, that will never change. But can we just all get along???
Its sad when i go to a show just to have fun and theres an sg there pointing me out and laughing with her friend. what did i ever do? i mind my own business, and im very friendly. fine if you dont like me, but lets not act immature about it. This is why i dont go to the suicide conventions. its a pathetic reason, but i have other things to worry about other than childish drama.

On another note, i hope to be getting my health up soon, i havent been doing too good. Crohns is kicking my ass, but i would love to do another set. and the moneys nice too haha

Ok, thanks for reading