So yet anouther friday spent infront of the mind sucking machine stairing into bright blank media..eyes slowly growing heavy as my life energy is sucked out to power the ever growing iner-web.
I often ask myself why do i do this why do i waste away infront of this endless adiction..im sure there are many reasons..but right now it has to be lack of funds and a 10 degree tempurature outdoors *sigh*
I am stuck in one of those ever plesant conumdrums of a mood...i have alot of stuff i could be doing and creating but no motivation..I'm bored but unwilling to fix the problem..nope instead i'll sit here and *sigh* and wonder and wish for human contact to fill my boredom....
There are so many benifits to living in northern michigan..It is one of the most beautiful places in our fine (but messed up) country. Even though I have been living here for 10+ years on and off I still find my breath taken away by natures beauty.
But then there are nights like these with cold harsh northern winds and below 0 temps that will freeze your marrow and burn your eyes.
Also there is the loneliness..while my fair village (its so small we cant even be called a town) has a population of 250ish in the winter. I have yet to find a compadre/cohort to relie on and confide in. Yes I do have my ever wonderful greatest huband in the world. But (as some may know and understand) he is infact and extension of myself and does bring me comfort, love, and companionship...but its not the same as having that one friend you can lean on, act silly with, share interests and hug when u need one.
I long for the summers with lake michigan only steps away from my front door and the villiage all a buzz and tourist to annoy ^.^. I miss the feel of warm grass between my toes and exploring in old abandon farm houses. Getting home from a long day at work and running into the lake in the moonlight to cool down from the hot hot day.....
AHH i need a vacation..or a strong drink lol
p.s. someone answered my prayers and found me all of the tom baker Doctor Whos!! the whole collection but i cant get my bit torrent to download it
anyone know how the darn thing works lol
I often ask myself why do i do this why do i waste away infront of this endless adiction..im sure there are many reasons..but right now it has to be lack of funds and a 10 degree tempurature outdoors *sigh*
I am stuck in one of those ever plesant conumdrums of a mood...i have alot of stuff i could be doing and creating but no motivation..I'm bored but unwilling to fix the problem..nope instead i'll sit here and *sigh* and wonder and wish for human contact to fill my boredom....
There are so many benifits to living in northern michigan..It is one of the most beautiful places in our fine (but messed up) country. Even though I have been living here for 10+ years on and off I still find my breath taken away by natures beauty.
But then there are nights like these with cold harsh northern winds and below 0 temps that will freeze your marrow and burn your eyes.
Also there is the loneliness..while my fair village (its so small we cant even be called a town) has a population of 250ish in the winter. I have yet to find a compadre/cohort to relie on and confide in. Yes I do have my ever wonderful greatest huband in the world. But (as some may know and understand) he is infact and extension of myself and does bring me comfort, love, and companionship...but its not the same as having that one friend you can lean on, act silly with, share interests and hug when u need one.
I long for the summers with lake michigan only steps away from my front door and the villiage all a buzz and tourist to annoy ^.^. I miss the feel of warm grass between my toes and exploring in old abandon farm houses. Getting home from a long day at work and running into the lake in the moonlight to cool down from the hot hot day.....
AHH i need a vacation..or a strong drink lol
p.s. someone answered my prayers and found me all of the tom baker Doctor Whos!! the whole collection but i cant get my bit torrent to download it
anyone know how the darn thing works lol
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twinkie:
Yes, you need to go some place sunny!!!!!!
ninadelamorte:
glad you liked it! i really enjoyed making them. I started with the necklace and then thought, "hmmm, such a pretty necklace needs a pretty box!" 