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Sunday May 18, 2003

May 18, 2003
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'cause i need another journal...

i've been lurking for a while now, and i don't think i should anymore... i love this site. love the girls. love the sense of community. love it. so i thought i should start contributing. and this is my first attempt. go me.

i've been on this weird emotional rollercoaster lately. i've found myself crying for no immediate reason. then 5 minutes later i'm happy as a lark. or at least only slightly melancholy. next minute i'm laughing at the tv. next minute i'd rather be sleeping. perhaps i need more sleep. less stress at work. more sex? who knows. i just know that it's been really rough, and even worse for my poor guy who's been the brunt of most of the crying episodes and the arguments i've started in the past few days. blah surreal

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