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belarosebud

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Sunday Sep 02, 2012

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Today feels decent. I wish you all a lovely Sunday. Stay positive, don't let the demons devour what love you have inside. Most days I hate life, but I know one day things will start looking brighter more often than not. I just need to keep my head up. Dealing with mental issues whilst trying to be successful in happiness and funds is killer. Life seems to be spiralling out of control again, just like this happens every year. Summer is winding down. I can really feel it inside and the anxiety it has brought on me is really doing some damage to my relationship and inside myself.

Must stop all this nonsense now before it get's too late...

Ways to be happy:

1. Love plants. Eat mint. Overgrow the earth.


2. Hike (or walk) 10+ miles weekly

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

This was a 9.6 hike I did with a couple friends to the Bridge To Nowhere (but did well over that since we didn't stay on the path, we just walked up the river the entire way biggrin)





Had to move this rock out of the path. hahaha wink






I was so happy to get out a bunch of times this week hiking. Can't wait to find a spot next week!

Oh and good news. I created a model mayhem account and hope to find a few awesome photographers. What a bummer that I emailed every single SG photographer in my area and not ONE got back to me. SG is just too big now...they forgot about all the little guys. All the bigshots who created this thing have just been kicking back. They should try and add more available photographers to the site if they really want to help girls out there like me, who don't have the necessary funds, equipment or knowldge to get these things done.

Though of course, as SOON SG account is expired that message from Missy comes every day basically about "renewing because it's such an amazing community"...and that it is, but the resources that are supposed to present and available to ladies like myself are just nonexistent. But Model Mayhem is very promising and I am quite enticed by the plethora of opportunities in just ONE day!

Thank you though, listeners, friends, stalkers of SG who stick around despite these faults. I do love SG and have had my eye on it since 2006, though did not get to create a profile until a few years ago, but am happy to have one because I get to meet others around the world who are like myself or similar.

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VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
hectorian:
i definitely try to stay positive but life has a way to bring you down. thanks for the blog i will definitely keep my head up! smilelove
Sep 2, 2012
belarosebud:
Thanks guys! And yes it really helps to be positive if you want to attract other positive things into your life. smile
Sep 4, 2012

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