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I had a bad day.
I had a very bad day.
Im not gonna explain because its irrelevant.
Except this one thing.
I dont have a fucking clue what Im doing with my life.
Im freshly an 18 year old adult.
I have no job.
I have no boyfriend. I dont think.
Im not going to art school. Even though I was accepted and given...
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savagesith:
you are not alone, or pathetic, you are a brillient, fun person, who has the potntial to do any thing you put your mind to.
i think th world of you, and who knows what the future holds.
dont ever put yourself down like that, it is not becomeing of someone as beautiful asyou.
i may just be a fuck buddie, but, i do care , and i dont like seeing youl ike this.

you can call me any time, and i'll talk to you or just listen if you need.
bekka, you are awesum, and i think you need to realise that.
the first time you are bitten by love it is the deepest.
in time it will get better, and you are a strong , beautiful woman, not a lil girl, so take it a day at a time, and grow from it.
weather or not you realise it i do care about you.
so smile
bekka_suicide:
thanks.. I know you care.... but sometimes i just feel really lonely... and I miss certain things I used to take for granted.......

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Last night was great.
New surprises make me happy.
Im sore. My ass is mad at me....haha

Showers are fun ^.^
even the golden kind >.<
haha.

Hes going to Ozzfest. Im jealous.
Im gonna be home packing.
lol.

I so cant wait til next friday.....heehee

Im a fuck toy. Its all good.
I like it like that. <333333
savagesith:
you are awssum, i cant wait to play with you next friday wink
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Friday is coming. yes tomorrow. I love the anxiety. Im fucking stoked. I love having someone make me try new crazy shit Ive never dreamed of. I love having a guy dominate me and tell me what to do... gets me so wet.

Horny...
it sucks.
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savagesith:
hey just got home from the beach, got a late start. let me go shower, and eat amd i will call you.
not sure on saturday, wont know 4 sure till tomarrow.
and hows 8 or 9 for friday?
nettie:
Thanks.... it will take some time but I know things will get better...they have to...right?
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mmmmmmmmmmMMMMMMASTURBATE! bitches.

I love masturbating.
Its fun.
I wonder how many people were masturbating at the same time I was?
*ponders*

xoxo
-Masturbator

smile

totally took new pictures too. Couldnt resist. I was lookin sexy today.
Hence why I couldnt help but wanna fuck myself... wink
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noone_3383:
wink
savagesith:
tomarrow i'll take care of that for you wink wink wink wink wink wink
over and over
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Why dont I know what I want?
Why dont I know the answers?
Why do I still miss him?
Hes a dick.

Kinda feel shitty right now.
I need a hug.

Some days Im perfectly fine.. I forget about Kyle.
And other days All I can remember is how intensely I felt for him....

I dont know if I want him back.
I kinda just...
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afterbirth:
And yeah, we've all been down that path.
afterbirth:
I know how that feels.
It fuckin sucks ass.
It some of the hardest shit to deal with.

But,
You get over it.
You forget.
You meet new people.
You meet people you can't believe you like so much.
You think "How the hell could I have been so upset about that other girl/guy?"

How old are you?
I'll bet you're not 97.
I'd say younger.
You'll see.
It's hard when you're young and you don't realize what an idiot everyone else is!
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bekka_suicide:
of course I am...
*bites*
savagesith:
well i am off to bed , hope you sleep well. see you in my dreams
my wet ones
wink
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Last night.
wow.
Almost got robbed.
Quit my job.
that sucked.
Uhm. Rich came and picked me up, got us beer, and a motel room.
Hole in the wall, no phone, no ash tray, old ass tv, and no fridge at all.
Great AC though.
Ive come to the conclusion that 8x6 1/2 inches totally beats 5x7.
haha.
multiple orgasms. interesting.
Ass sex<333333333
I can...
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aijin:
kiss
savagesith:
not too sure , i can , darts,and all , but, we shal see
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Tomorrow (technically today) is friday.
Fucking stoked.

blush

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New photo set.
Yes... again....
called business girl.
Uploaded them backwards.. start with the last pic entitled 1.jpg.

any bruises seen were brought to you by Rich.
<33333
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nettie:
ooo who's rich??? I did'nt look at the pics yet but I'm about to....
bekka_suicide:
rich is savagesith.
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jagermiester.
my best friend.
I want some fucking jager.
I need some fucking jager.
I need to go see my brother and get some fucking jager.
I love jager.
It is deliciousness.
I want to marry Mr. Jager.
Cuz Im bad ass like that.
Jager tastes good.
Jager tastes great.
Jagers the perfect fucking mate.
If I dont get some jager soon... Im gonna totally...
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chadwickx:
>had a few shots of pure jager when i was on leave last time...next time, it'll make me think of you... biggrin
bekka_suicide:
awww... so sweet.
<3333333
kiss