bekka_suicide

Im single. -.-
I saw Tony last night.
I felt bad about it because of everything that happened last time I saw Tony.
I felt like I was gonna hurt Rich by seeing him.
I defended him, because I thought I had to.

I get home and Rich IMs me telling me hes in love with a girl named Jessi.
He dumped me over the internet.
But hasnt everybody..

I give up, on everyone.

Im incapable of being loved.
The one person who did love me will never love me again.
He was my soul mate, and now we barely talk.

Rich was just a fuck toy.
And then he wanted to date.
HE WANTED to be my boyfriend.
and nothing changed.
All we did was "fuck"
I liked him.
I wanted to actually spend time with him.
But Its too late...
and Im done caring.

Ive realized SG is not the place to find dates.
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