Well, its monday, my house is full of boxes, and its all rather sad. The husband starts the moving process on Thursday. This is really hard, I know that we are doing the right thing, and that in the long run it is for the best, but it still hurts.
Crawling into a bottle of vodka friday night, was SO SO not such a good...
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kinkykurlz:
Wow that bunny is cool. I have one but it is definetly not one you can connect to the internet! crazy! I am glad you got a good surprise. Ok it's what 25 days until the party now? Yay! I might call you this evening...I'll try to after work. I have a few minutes on my calling card and I found it last nite so on a whim I left a message. You'll have to tell me how that iThingy is doing for you. Hope you're day is going well! 
kinkykurlz:
That sounds great to me! I am so damn excited! I am definetly getting Saturday off and I always get Sunday...but I am also hoping for Friday too. I told them that I had company coming who'd never been here so I needed to watch out for you. We should make a plan as to how we'll meet up and such...estimation. I have to watch a movie for class tonite but if it's not too late I am gonna call. Ok Bunches of kisses to you! 
So today, I got to help my husband pack his things up, and we got to do all the fun, who gets what stuff. 3 year marriage gone, 10 years of loving him beyond anything on earth gone.
We are now friends, and we are best friends at that, but god does today hurt. I think im going to go crawl into a bottle of...
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fortysix_and_two:
Song reminds me of you when I hear it. 
She got a poet's spirit
she bums among the clouds
she never stops believing
she only dreams out loud
there's a jackpot in the dresser
she's fallen in the bath
& if you need to kiss her
don't forget your stash
'cause she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
& she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by ...
by her
she wears a million colors
there's rainbows on her soles
she got a sign above her
that says I'm never growin' old
you're askin' her to dance
now she spins a solid white light
she gonna make love to you today
today & every night
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
then she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by
by her by her
She may be waiting
'round the comer of your mind
but still you know
she's there you can feel her inside
so don't forget about the reasons
that brought you her
'cause she's a miracle.
cause she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
& she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by ...
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by...
by her, by her, by her.
Beth Hart, By Her
She got a poet's spirit
she bums among the clouds
she never stops believing
she only dreams out loud
there's a jackpot in the dresser
she's fallen in the bath
& if you need to kiss her
don't forget your stash
'cause she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
& she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by ...
by her
she wears a million colors
there's rainbows on her soles
she got a sign above her
that says I'm never growin' old
you're askin' her to dance
now she spins a solid white light
she gonna make love to you today
today & every night
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
then she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by
by her by her
She may be waiting
'round the comer of your mind
but still you know
she's there you can feel her inside
so don't forget about the reasons
that brought you her
'cause she's a miracle.
cause she gives it away
& you're fascinated by her
& she does it again
with simple & brilliant desire
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by ...
& she gives it away
& you're fascinated by...
by her, by her, by her.
Beth Hart, By Her
kinkykurlz:
OOooh vaporizers are the sh*t! I am glad you had a good nite after that. Last night I got kicked by tequila and vodka...whew. Now today I am doing catch up with homework and such. Good gosh I am so excited about you coming down! My costume is almost ready...need to find a couple more things.
I hope your Sunday is going well. I still think we need to get into that deeper convo...when do we have time tho? Anyways...hope I talk to you soon.
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I hope your Sunday is going well. I still think we need to get into that deeper convo...when do we have time tho? Anyways...hope I talk to you soon.
[Edited on Oct 03, 2004 3:24PM]
ime green lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of the snakes i'm seeing
lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of the devil in my dreams
lime green lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of the snakes i'm seeing
lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of...
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are the sickly sweet colours of the snakes i'm seeing
lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of the devil in my dreams
lime green lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of the snakes i'm seeing
lime green lime green and tangerine
are the sickly sweet colours of...
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fortysix_and_two:
Wow. *purrs*
misterclean:
yay!! the cure!!!!
tedriot313:
hello to you
Im high on life, well and other things, so I figured I would update since I am in a GOOD mood for a change, and I get to sleep in tomorrow. YAY.
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fortysix_and_two:
Yay! Sleep in and good mood... very good *nuzzles*
kinkykurlz:
Hey beautiful...so GLAD you are in such a good mood and I know why...tee hee 
I love to sleep in, just don't get to do it much! Good gosh I can't wait it Halloween! Sorry I am just psyched! Hope we can talk soon!
I love to sleep in, just don't get to do it much! Good gosh I can't wait it Halloween! Sorry I am just psyched! Hope we can talk soon! sick 
Have to go to work anyways, bleh
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fortysix_and_two:
Awh *nuzzles*
unique3:
thanks! Im excited! I just hope I can handle two jobs. I'm a little worried I'll get way too tired and not be abel to do both .
I know how you feel. I feel like i'm gonna pass out . I shouldnt be at work. I should be at home, in bed, sleeping. I hope I dont get sick!! that would suck. but I got like 11hrs of sleep last night. I shouldnt want to go back to bed.
I know how you feel. I feel like i'm gonna pass out . I shouldnt be at work. I should be at home, in bed, sleeping. I hope I dont get sick!! that would suck. but I got like 11hrs of sleep last night. I shouldnt want to go back to bed.
6 lemon martinis, ends up with a drunk and silly and talking to herself me waliking the dog thru the residential area that I live in in Portage, which you know, is really pretensuois and funny.
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kinkykurlz:
Hey Cutie...The manager at Lane Bryany offered me a job once the winter season hits...it's an hour drive but I can work like a day every three weeks if I wanna...I don't know I'm thinking of it...they get like 40% off...Your doggie is an inside dog right? If you can't find someone I'm sure it wouldn't be trouble if you needed to bring him.
Oh...I think that I like the treat the best but I love doing the trick...
Oh...I think that I like the treat the best but I love doing the trick...
misterclean:
*****sending courage your way>>>>>>>>>>>
I reeeeeeeeeeeeeeallllly want to see you naked!
I reeeeeeeeeeeeeeallllly want to see you naked!
I seem to just have that lost feeling for the last couple of days, the feeling that everything is floating around you and that nothing you do matters to anyone. I seem to be ok on most days, and then there are other days when I feel like the whole world is crashing around me, and there is no permanence to anything.
I am taking...
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kinkykurlz:
I would so share my stuff with you! I am traveled to Ashvegas today to get some stuff for my costume...I am gonna be the Bride of Frankenstein...Aaron is Superman. I can't wait! I was a Goth Fairy last year...get some elf ears they are so sexy! We have so much in common. I am glad. You REALLY should think hard about coming...I hoping it to br a blast. The trip from there to hear is probably about 11 hours...I looked up some directions...I'll send them to if you want. And if you do wanna...I will try to help u in any way I can...Well I'm off...
unique3:
thanks! you have a good weekend too!
When routine bites hard and ambitions are low
and resentment rides high but emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways, taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
Why is the bedroom so cold? You've turned away on your side
Is my timing that flawed? Our respect runs so dry
Yet there's still this...
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and resentment rides high but emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways, taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
Why is the bedroom so cold? You've turned away on your side
Is my timing that flawed? Our respect runs so dry
Yet there's still this...
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fortysix_and_two:
*purrs, nuzzling*
Love doesn't always hurt, hun... I know you'll find that out.
Love doesn't always hurt, hun... I know you'll find that out.
kinkykurlz:
Aww...Bekka, Beautiful poem...but I wish I was there to cheer you up! Lots of hugs to you...love can be better.
I am so fucking bored its insane I could do homework, but I dont feel like it, I want to drink, but well drinking alone is generally kinda sad.
So my anemia is back again so I get to start taking an iron supplement again, YAY, it makes me sick, so wow I wont bruise as easily and my gums wont hurt, but I will...
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I could do homework, but I dont feel like it, I want to drink, but well drinking alone is generally kinda sad.
So my anemia is back again so I get to start taking an iron supplement again, YAY, it makes me sick, so wow I wont bruise as easily and my gums wont hurt, but I will...
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mschrista:
hi cute girl
mschrista:
boys are dumb
i met some boy off SG about 3 months ago then i took a plane to met him had a good time then he flaked out so its over
do you live over by Kzoo i'm in pontiac
i met some boy off SG about 3 months ago then i took a plane to met him had a good time then he flaked out so its over
do you live over by Kzoo i'm in pontiac