I have applied for about 20 jobs, and am getting nowhere. I am getting so frustrated. I need a job.
My life is frustrating me, I feel like I am at some weird crossroad point, and I just dont seem to get it. I dont know what I want out of life anymore, I cant seem to remember what "I" wanted in life. I went from just surviving, to being married and all the goals became "us" goals. Well im not married anymore, so now I am back to trying to figure out what I want in life.
Sometimes I wish I could just run away, and start completely over, but then theres my own wallowing guilt that I put on myself that I wont be living up to anyones expectations of me. But what do you do when your not sure where your wants, desires and expectations are no longer clear? Are they my goals, or someone elses?
Im lost
My life is frustrating me, I feel like I am at some weird crossroad point, and I just dont seem to get it. I dont know what I want out of life anymore, I cant seem to remember what "I" wanted in life. I went from just surviving, to being married and all the goals became "us" goals. Well im not married anymore, so now I am back to trying to figure out what I want in life.
Sometimes I wish I could just run away, and start completely over, but then theres my own wallowing guilt that I put on myself that I wont be living up to anyones expectations of me. But what do you do when your not sure where your wants, desires and expectations are no longer clear? Are they my goals, or someone elses?
Im lost
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Don't let other peoples expectations run your life. This is your life and if those people don't understand that then you should not care about their expectations anyway.
You said you are stuck here for another year, is that because of school or something else?
just a reminder than toronto prom is in 20 days! if you're still coming - that's awesome ... can't wait to see you there. if you're not sure about your attendance tho, please contact Cereal_Killer or myself asap.
thanks!