Random concert memory: seeing Dimebag come out on stage (with Disturbed) and play "Walk" two years in a row at Freaker's Ball in Dallas. I had always hoped to see Pantera live...that was the closest I got. I'm still completely unable to come to any terms with Dimebag's death. Fuck, man, why did our all-loving God have to populate the planet with such shitheads? (Sorry,...
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Fluoxetine
byJared Caraway (bekindtomonkeys)
I no longer recognize this voice inside my head.
There's no telling exactly when it arrived,
but the longer it stays, the more I despise it.
I no longer recognize my own, old eyes.
It's taken me years, this instant realization.
I'd always hoped that my voice would never blacken.
I've felt anxiety, liquid air, rush inside my lungs, then
THICKEN....
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byJared Caraway (bekindtomonkeys)
I no longer recognize this voice inside my head.
There's no telling exactly when it arrived,
but the longer it stays, the more I despise it.
I no longer recognize my own, old eyes.
It's taken me years, this instant realization.
I'd always hoped that my voice would never blacken.
I've felt anxiety, liquid air, rush inside my lungs, then
THICKEN....
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whiskeyagogo:
you're sexy and I really like the way you write.....
This song is a good two or three years old...
Color from Gray
I'm trying to find a message
I want to get it right this time
I'll write for pages and pages
But maybe it's all in between the lines
So what do you think you know?
Is it something that I never saw?
Some colors in this endless sea of gray?
Is there...
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Color from Gray
I'm trying to find a message
I want to get it right this time
I'll write for pages and pages
But maybe it's all in between the lines
So what do you think you know?
Is it something that I never saw?
Some colors in this endless sea of gray?
Is there...
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lee:
Did you write it?
bekindtomonkeys:
Yep, I did.
Hi all,
I am a student by profession, confused as all hell about this world, and relieved to finally find a community where I fit in: SG. I've been all over the place looking for a gathering spot for weirdos like me...And I have to say that you are some of the coolest fellow weirdos I've ever met. I'm big into music and writing, I...
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I am a student by profession, confused as all hell about this world, and relieved to finally find a community where I fit in: SG. I've been all over the place looking for a gathering spot for weirdos like me...And I have to say that you are some of the coolest fellow weirdos I've ever met. I'm big into music and writing, I...
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It's a down day for me too well it's been a down week. I've been listening to depressing music all week.
What kind of hip hop do you listen to?
The last 3 sentances of your blog ring pretty true to how I feel all the time. Smoke and smile - hey, just think - you might get something really geat for your b-day!