bekiii

I thought I was in love but I was being deceived. Everyone wears a mask of sorts. My painted face told the world that I was happy, when at best I was just daydreaming. I take my mask off sometimes, not too often, sometimes it falls. Im not pretty really, I trick people, Im probably not even that good a person, I dont know anymore. What I do know is that I am not the worst person in the world and I am not the ugliest.

Its hard to know anything for sure, its hard to trust anybody. People just arent always who they appear to be. I thought I had good intuition but it seems not.

Good things happen too. I cant tell whether its karma or good fortune. I wonder whether you really do get what you deserve. I woke up this morning and realised that I could be a better person. I can take off my mask and show you my face, you havent run away yet but Im not going to push my luck.

Ive worn myself out, time for an early Sunday night.

Things are fine, I was just thinking out loud xxx