beezle

Hey there,
Today's blog post is a vent solo I apologize in advance. No happy Beezle today.
So I love my mother to death don't get me wrong, but there are some qualities I just really don't like about her, and one is she's so judgey. I have to lie to her all the time because sometimes she's such a snob about things, like tattoos, piercings, smoking. It's obnoxious. She got mad today because I've been lying to her but it's like "why would I tell you the truth when all you do is judge me for it?"

And then she's so body conscious....about my body. I know she's just trying to look out for me, but it's such a confidence killer when here I am feeling the sexiest I have felt in awhile, even tho
At the highest weight Ive been at in years and one
Of the first things out of her mouth when she sees me is "wow I'm surprised. You've gained a lot of weight...I think this is the biggest I've seen you...ever"


Um that affected me a lot. I know I need to just be happy with myself and the way I think but fuck. I love that women so much what she says I take to heart, and her opinion matters a lot to me.... Ugh I dunno.


Whatevs trying to take it with a grain of sand


On another note. I'm on the way to Tahoe!!! Expect lots of pictures

Thanks for reading the rant
Xoxo