I just wrote a massive post and my computer disconnected as I tried to upload... damn it.
The gist was.
Mates girlfriend is staying with me for awhile, she's cool, reminded me of why I like having a girlfirend, I'm horny though and have to resist flirting, her boyfriend would kill me with a spoon.
Clubbing is gay for finding real and attractive girls I like, how else do you do it though.
Need a job, I'm open to prostitution.
Also... SGs are getting hotter, I am a total hips and tits guy, nose piercing is almost an essential.
Blah blah emo blah blah la la la.... lol.
The gist was.
Mates girlfriend is staying with me for awhile, she's cool, reminded me of why I like having a girlfirend, I'm horny though and have to resist flirting, her boyfriend would kill me with a spoon.
Clubbing is gay for finding real and attractive girls I like, how else do you do it though.
Need a job, I'm open to prostitution.
Also... SGs are getting hotter, I am a total hips and tits guy, nose piercing is almost an essential.
Blah blah emo blah blah la la la.... lol.
It's just that special connection always comes when you're least expecting it, it's when your guards down and people see you for who you truly are. Any forced environment is hard for that kind of thing, posing in a club, or writing online, I'm not showing my true colours just what I want people to see. It's all very subconscious of course.
I'm just sitting in the waiting gap hoping it's not going to take 10 years, lol. Plus I'm a horny youth so lack of regular sex is annoying. I'm not about to settle for anything less than I've had before, I've met girls that I could have a great relationship with.
I've been asked out, I've been tempted to continue seeing girls I've liked. But when I saw (name dropping tisk - ed) Tamsin, Jo and Amy for the first time (emo moment! - ed) I nearly fell to my knees and cried! That's what I'm looking for, right time right place as couples we would of lasted till the end of time, but we weren't ready for that while we were still growing into ourselves. It'll happen again I know it, i always does, and I hope we're both in situations where making that promise for forever will be viable... till then.
I'm going to bitch like Brock Lindow about not getting ass!