My computer exploded! Damn it... I have to use the Uni Library to internet fiddle and that's just a hassle, plus no porn fix.
Now I have to dip into savings to buy a new one and get my hard drive recovered... 3 years worth of half baked tunes were on that blasted machine! Lesson learned... must keep all important data on external drive.
they are fantastic....i especially love the cliffs in the first pic. they look soo real.
thanx for what you said about our family dog. i appreciate it. i know what you mean....they dont have a devious bone in their body. ive been soo sad since she passed. and last night i cried loads, i had to put a movie on til i fell asleep cos i keep thinking about her and it makes me cry. i feel a little silly, not because i dont think she deserves my tears, but because i dont think many people will understand how much she meant to us. im sure in a week or so ill get used to her not being here and i wont feel so tear full....and then i wont rant and ramble about stuff like this in peopls blogs ( i apologise)
Awesome... awesome. If you're looking for a naughty themed giggle check out Spank Wire's games section. They're not very competitive as games, but they are very funny.
Been at home over the weekend chillaxing with my old parents. They're a giggle, I'm really lucky that I like my parents and they like me and not just in an unconditional love way, but in a getting... Read More
More Girl Bollocks.... Actually Dogs Bollocks (Ed - for all American citizens, bollocks are bad, but the dogs bollocks are really really good, don't ask why).
Why do people insist on total reinvention post major breakups. I've felt like a traitor to myself just recently and I think it maybe the cause of my the majority of my gay little problems.... Read More
I just wrote a massive post and my computer disconnected as I tried to upload... damn it.
The gist was.
Mates girlfriend is staying with me for awhile, she's cool, reminded me of why I like having a girlfirend, I'm horny though and have to resist flirting, her boyfriend would kill me with a spoon.
Clubbing is gay for finding real and attractive girls I... Read More
well i met my fiance on here......i know what you mean....meeting people at clubs is shitty. and always awkward afterwards. i know people take the piss outta meeting people online but i have made some of the best friends ive ever had...and the beauty of it is...you can be as picky or as accepting as you like. and if they annoy you , you can just switch of the pc and forget about em! ( not that i ever do that lol)
It's just that special connection always comes when you're least expecting it, it's when your guards down and people see you for who you truly are. Any forced environment is hard for that kind of thing, posing in a club, or writing online, I'm not showing my true colours just what I want people to see. It's all very subconscious of course.
I'm just sitting in the waiting gap hoping it's not going to take 10 years, lol. Plus I'm a horny youth so lack of regular sex is annoying. I'm not about to settle for anything less than I've had before, I've met girls that I could have a great relationship with.
I've been asked out, I've been tempted to continue seeing girls I've liked. But when I saw (name dropping tisk - ed) Tamsin, Jo and Amy for the first time (emo moment! - ed) I nearly fell to my knees and cried! That's what I'm looking for, right time right place as couples we would of lasted till the end of time, but we weren't ready for that while we were still growing into ourselves. It'll happen again I know it, i always does, and I hope we're both in situations where making that promise for forever will be viable... till then.
I'm going to bitch like Brock Lindow about not getting ass!
Glastonbury was awesome, as always, despite the mud and rain, as always.
Now there will be no getting sentimental about the comradery that the evil weather creates in any gathering of people. Because you'd have to be a fool to think the festival is worse when it's sunny, it's not. In fact, I would definitely say that the festival is over 10 times better with... Read More
After a weekend of back breaking manual labour I was soooooo ready for some warm water and a mattress. Still I have on my arm two wristband passes that say (metaphorically):
"Security guard?.... Fuck off."
Awesome.
We were lending a hand constructing The Park mostly, which is a whole new field for this year's festival. Emily's... Read More
For fear of my SG blog becoming a lonely tale of a single pseudo fashionista indie laddy, I will endevour to make an update not containing any notes on the females of my world.
annoyingly heart broken. nice way to put it. i dont want to think about heartbreak. i'm in a rather confusing situation, that i choose not to think about too deeply, because i'm afraid of what might happen.
errrr who's lilly allen? lol
i've been thinking a lot about my prospects of living abroad once im done with school, and trying to find a suitable country. i lived in france when i was younger, and i've always wanted to go back, but they have such high unemployement that i hear its impossible. so, i'vebeen thinking about britain. for a while i want to live in edinburgh, then shakespeares hometown. now, london is sounding quite nice, and i hear its not TOO difficult to move to england, so im going to have to try to weasel a friend into moving with me. i've got three years though, so i reckon its okay.
i wrote a bloody long reply to your comment but when i clicked post comment, the damn site went down.
ill do my best to remember it all!
im not suprised you can rememebr the details from that day....at 15 thats a tough thing to have to deal with witnessing. i once saw a little boy get run over....it still pops up in my mind when im in the area it happend. same thing tho......so much blood. it was insane.
okies first of....what a knobhead he is.....asking people if they want pics taken with him...what a twatty knacker! did u ever see their show? he was in a fight every 2 mins!
now then....about your situ with the girl. nah...you aint a bad guy. nice guys finish last...tis true. i havnt been in that sort of situation myself but its easy to imagine how easily it could be done.....doesnt make u an ass. if you were you wouldnt be thinking about it the way you are....youre whole point of view would be more harsh if u know what i mean.
lastly.....on top of a door!!! thats just cool. full stop.
I can't wait till I start real work for the summer, just so I can have some time off to rest from all this madness. If only I had the metal to be able to say 'nah, it's alright guys I think I'll have to miss this one'.
Still at least work at the bar tonight is going to be sort of... Read More
But thanks for the comment!