beerbird

Dating fuckin' sucks. Nothing seemingly going right these days really...Gee wiz already. Ugg...So, ya, last night, I got to meet up with the cutie, and everything was just fine, got to know her a bit more and found she's pretty damn smart about alot of stuff and at such a young age. I didn't know half the stuff she knows at her age and still don't know that much now either. I'm pretty average in the smarts category. Anyways, it turns out she's like super fresh out of a break up, like last week, and is still living with her "ex" boyfriend until he moves out next week? Hmmm...so after finding this out, I was like so why did you give me your number if you knew I was into seeing you, ya coulda just told then that you weren't ready to see anyone and had alot on your plate, which she does. But she's handling it quite well and we did discuss possibly dating somewhere down the line this fall sometime or sooner. And we agreed that ,when possible to hang out together with our mutual friends, we should do so. I'm not holding my breath though and have learned one lesson to not get to excited so quickly. Cuz boy that took the wind out of my sails on the drive home. I wanted to stop into the Blue Nile and drink until I couldn't see straight. I just felt so stupid?
On top of this, I have not gotten word about setting up the blind date either and doubt it'll happen. I'll hopefully find out more soon.

So I'm gonna try to not let this be too much of a set back and just get back out and try asking out some lovelys this weekend as I have alot of crap to possible hit up for meeting some women.
I'm gonna be a moody bitch though today I think and will get some groceries later tonight and probably just chill and do some cleaning and little projects around the place. I have a painting that's been sitting unfinished for about two weeks that I need to get back at...so there's something to pass some time too.
I hate feeling so blah like this, but it won't last once I eat...