beerbird

Well I'm super stoked to line up my dates this week. I've already talked with the girl from Friday night and she seems as excited as I do to meet up. So that makes me even more on edge and excited as hell. Ive had my eye on her for quite some time. Especially recently as she seemed to be popping up everywhere with our mutual friends we share. I've kinda known her for awhile through them...sooo... I'm pretty sure the attraction thing is there for the both of us, plus she's been known to be a pretty solid flirt with lots of follow thru. Its not just that though, I know that she's kinda the nerdy artsy type like myself and have some commonality to share within that realm and I'm sure we'll have a ton to talk about. With her and this situation, this is the most excitement I've felt in a long time. I feel like a teenager again?!
So there's that whole thing there and a another friend of mine wants to set me up with her very attractive friend/co-worker this week sometime too... Yikes!
So it looks like I'll be a part-time player this week and weekend.

I also got a helpful boost of advice from a certain special someone that has helped calm me down a bit, so now I'm much more confident on how to approach the whole "dating" thing with spirit anew! Thanks! You know who you are...

I've also been contemplating shooting some self portrait nudes to perhaps judapult action at some point to use and gain up confidence, interest, and support for possibly doing Suicide Boys.
I can be very creative with my camera and have a ton of ideas. Now to just get them to work and start shooting.

Here is an example of the kinda of images I'd start with.

This is a time exposure of 20 seconds where I stood in place for about 13/14 seconds then jumped out of frame while the lens was still open and exposing the film. Giving it a somewhat ghostly effect.




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