beerbird

What a long day yesterday. While running around with my head cut off in the muggy heat for most of yesterday and getting nothing done and then rescheduling my ink appointment twice. My stress level was getting to me. Luckily I had a couple good talks with a couple friends yesterday which helped clear the air and make me feel a bit better. I'm still in this zone of instability that has me questioning nearly everything I do and its really starting to take its toll on my well being and center. It could be cuz I haven't trained as much as I normally do as recently I was recovering from lots of new ink, its been too hot, then an infected bee sting on my arm, and now more ink again. I'm not complaining about the ink. I'm very happy with the progress and the next session will be a big one as I'll probably get the all the outlining done for the rest of my arm to go full sleeve.
But my usual 3 to 5 times of training a week has only been twice in the last 3 weeks or so. I've did some teaching, but that's not the same as actual training. But anyways, I know I have my next black belt test coming up this winter and I'll have plenty of time until then to get all hardcore and serious about training more. Its actually been kinda nice to not train as much as I did this past winter and spring. But I think because of my lack of training lately may to blame, partailly at least, for my head getting all full of weirded out crap that I'm just not use to. I guess the divorce being final didn't really help. It made it worse? ??

I will tread along with might! No worries there

In the meantime...I finally got into the shoppe and sat for about an hour and a half late last night - here's the new addition to the left arm: Lady bug and leaves.



Also touched up the frog I got in my last sitting as it didn't heal well...