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So ill update!
ok, ive had a shitty week again- i was really looking forward to a sweet fresh homecoming week, but it turned out to be a horrid week, where i was basically trying to catch up with myself the WHOLE time, and was so tired every day that i just never managed to...
means i have three exams next week, and im not really ready for any of them at all!
time in israel was odd,i had my own flat- its my brothers, but he hadnt moved in yet, so he let me stay- but his gf was kinda there a lot, and i had to not be there for a couple of nights, cos they decided to paint- which is really silly considering that i would have gone by the week after, and they still had 6weeks before they needed to move in...
my step mum was her usual crazy self, and my three year old brother acts like he's a big man, and my 26year old brother acts like hes three...
and my ex....
hmmmm...
my ex
it was great to see him, and i saw him nearly every night, and he came to pick me up, and took me back, and gave me lifts, and it was brilliant, but ive been back a week, and ive heard nothing from him since...
i guess i need to realise the length that men go to get laid...
its demotivated me, im struggling to keep up with school work, and have to force myself to sit and look at my work...
BUT
i had a lovely evening last night, i went for late lunch and a couple of drinks with a mate from work, and then went to see some friends at their new flat- which is lovely...
so, all in all, things are beginning to look up this weekend, here's hoping that it holds!
rant!