beeg

so i decided to go ahead and bite the bullet and apply. my feedback to a 'possible set' has been pretty positive, so i figured why not. i sent in two of the pictures i've got up on here and then an older black & white one. needless to say, i wasn't feeling so well earlier and now i sorta feel like i wanna vomit....
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the past few days have been a bit of an emotional cluster fuck. one of those things that can't really be said but is dying to be screamed. there goes my 'emo side' showing again.

whateve.

i should be doing my taxes soon and i think i'm finally gonna get that tatt i keep talking about. i think it's totally ink therapy time. nothing makes...
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had my 'makeup birthday party' last night. was a fucking blast. had an ass ton of people from work come over. got to meet my wifey's little girl. adorable. wrapped me around her finger quick-like.

then sweettart came over
got to see her new coming set. hawtness. we talked about photographers and sets and stuff.
it's like a fucking dream.
that girl is just AMAZING...
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my new years wasn't what i hoped it would be. ever since that morning, i've had this itch. this urge. something coming. something big. i feel a drastic need for change. for something. life has been far from a lull, but something feels missing.

i might dye my hair today in an attempt to NOT spend money on the tattoo i want.
it's not likely...
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so the boy has a show tonight at the norva. does any know how effing fantastic that is?? the last time they played their, they rawked the socks offa all my friends that went. they were by far the best ones there. i can't wait to see how tonight goes. i always get all starstruck when he's on stage::
'see that one?? that's MINE '...
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i just went on a friend accepting spree. i don't care anymore. if you want to be my friend, cool. talk to me.

i'm actually pretty darn cool, it turns out

so the chest piece was a no go, money issues went out the wazoo, but the good things that happened::
A) i got a puppy
B) i'm getting married (>> getting my other hip...
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back from deployment, up in ny meeting the boy's family.

i'm being cut off from alcohol and that may be a good thing "/

finally gonna get my chest piece finished when i'm back, although probably closer to christmas. trying to talk the boy into getting me a new piercing, but part of me is deathly terrified. i've heard hoods are the shit, but it...
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supposed to be out to sea.

for the record, funerals blow

home with the boy.

where has everyone gone?