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i get home from work today, set on running. the past few days have been a bit mentally off and i'm desperate to shed this weight. i lay on the couch 'just a few minutes' and before i know it, an hour has passed.

the hubby & i are supposed to go to the NEX tonight for new outfits for his brothers graduation. so at...
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finally got my paperwork updated. that took WAY too long cuz i'm far too lazy, haha.

got my 'wifey' to talk to her hubby. he works at a paintball field out in chesapeake. set ideas gone crazy. they say i can use the speedball field. i'm pretty psyched. i'm gonna go check it out today or tomorrow. i can't wait. not to mention i found...
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it's been a while, but here i am. back in action. 23, married and living in my very first home.

life is kinda grand.

the little shit gets annoying, but everything works itself out. the fairytale relationships i've seen are the ones that are falling apart. we scream, we argue, we threaten bodily harm. but at the end of the day, i'm in his arms...
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so yet again, here i am rambling. i had this strange feeling come over me this morning. i'm in this relationship with a really rocky past. and where right now, everything is going fantastic, every once and a while there are little thigns that really get to me. tiny little promises that get broken that eat at my brain like a parasite. and it festers....
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so i decided not to do anythign crazy with the shootingcatswitharrows shoot. they said just pictures of me in the shirt i cut up, so that's what i did. played with an hp version of photoshop and came out with shit that was good enough to make their front page. i was pretty geeked. it's been a rough day today, emotions a bit on the...
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so far, so good! i got my initial 'hey, we like what we see' email back and now my application is done up to having a set. i'm so stoaked, it's ridiculous. ever have like all of your dreams come true at once?? that's what this week has been like. i'm fucking delirious. possible waking the cadaver shoot. talking to a couple different people about...
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