beeg

The weekend's bearly started and I'm already trying to climb out of an emotional wreck. I hadn't planned on opening the floodgates yesterday. I was content w/ them roaring behind me. I worried about it crashing open, but in the end I had positive control. He didn't want to let it be. He had to push, prod, pull, make me open them. He had noidea what he was getting himself into. So it started and it wouldn't stop until all was said and done and he stood in shock for a while. Then he screamed and threw accusations and tore open some wounds. Made it all my fault and made me cry, like so many times before, like I'd done something terrible.

It's not my fault some boys fall in love w/ the wrong girls.

I'm poison, hunny. And I warned you to stay away. I'll leave you in time for the antivenom to have a chance.