beeg

Something in me keeps telling me to try again. Maybe this time it will be different, the voice says. Maybe this time you won't want to curl into a little ball and forget the world everytime he talks to you. Goddess help me. Why do I keep putting myself through this?? It's so few and far b/w that it makes me happy anymore. What in the world can make him so happy about me if all he wants to do is tear me apart and show me everything that's wrong w/ me?? I'm so sick of boys, of relationships. I had this thing... and it started to grow. I chased it, just to see what would happen, to no avail. It was smashed to bits. And it's helped as much as it's hurt. But damn, a crush to say the least...