The depression sprinkled weekend is finally over and it seems like things may start going back in an upward direction. It's obvious that things are not ok in my brain and probably won't be for a long time, but as things fall back into their neat little spaces, it calms me slowly. The oncoming star that is this weekend and my home call to me and help me soothe the sores. I think once I'm outta here for good, my brain will go back it's incredible happiness. And my "me" should come back as well (oh... the shopping that will be done and the metamorphosis that will occur... oh happy days to come) what with new tatts and a possible piercing?? Mmmmm... for once I'm excited about me-ness. And the hair may go as well... I can't decide. Short?? Spikey short even?? Anything is possible...
Off I go to do the unimaginable...
**Pegasus**
(New pic finally... much better...)
Off I go to do the unimaginable...
**Pegasus**
(New pic finally... much better...)
remember that from all of the darkness you will emerge a stronger person than you have ever imagined you could be. keep focused on your goals, shy from the mistakes of your past, remember the people who love you but dont dwell in the past. know that the actions you carry out today shape the woman that you grow into, and they do this every day.
know that all that has transpired so far has already happened and you cant change it, but that situations that unfold in the next chapter can yield irreversible consequences and you control wether you laugh or cry when you look back on them.
good luck, peggy. move on and do the right thing. most importantly: be happy, be confident. you are a smart, beautiful girl, and you can have whatever you want out of this life. go out and get it, and dont let distractions take your eyes off the prize.
i know that the past hasnt always led you to be the most trusting. it is good for you to be more on guard than you were before this whole mess started, but it is important to remember that you cant get through this alone.
go on, peggy, go out there and show them all what you are made of.