beeg

so my beautiful and wonderfulness is slowly fading.

gah. being bisexual. it's like having a disease. no one gets that there's not a fucking switch that i can hit and just turn it off.

especially when everything was alright before.
call it selfish if you want, but this shit is fucking killing me.

and on a slightly related note, i'm pretty sure that means i'm not going to be able to use her as a photographer ((just a guess, but a fairly educated one, i imagine))

anyone know a VA based photographer that doesn't mine working with a girl that's NOT skinny-mini??
i hope so.
but with my luck, i'm starting to doubt it.

at least my set goes up for review in 13 days. it's not much, but i think it was a good start.
we'll see.

i'm off to bed., i'll talk to you kitties later